The world's a better place
Because of people like you
Who take the time to do nice things
The way that you do
Thank you so so much
__
Thank you much more
Than I can ever say
because you were thoughtful
in such a nice way!
(Poet Unknown)
I’ll never be able to adequately convey the gratitude I feel for the way each of you stuck by me during my time in the hospital, last October. I’m much better now, but still I’m overwhelmed by how close I came to losing by life or at least, my faculties. You visited me, you sat by me, you prayed for me, and you showered me with your love and friendship. I am able to walk without a walker now, I can cook, I can clean, I can drive, I can write, and I can read… I even sang a song the other day. I’m almost better in every way!
You gave me the motivation and the encouragement to hold on, to not give up, and to work diligently to get my old self back. I did it because I knew I had such great people in my corner routing for me. I knew I couldn't let you down. I thank you so much for being there. Believe it or not, I wanted to hurry up and get better so I could come back to work with all of you. I miss you terribly!
Well, because the market is the way it is right now, it doesn’t look like there is a budget for me to come back any time soon. Therefore, I’m making plans to move on. I’ll be going to stay with a friend in New York, while I try to put the pieces of my life back together. But, there is no way I could ever leave without saying good by. I promise to stay in touch, and to keep fighting to be the Camille I was before the aneurysm and stroke.
I started this blog to stay connected and to give you a way to know how I’m doing. I post to it almost daily. This way, you can say, “well she’s blogging, she must be okay…” By commenting, I can also know that you’re okay too.
I believe the market will pick up again, and we’ll all be fine. In the meantime, keep the faith, stay strong, and stay positive. We’ll see each other again soon. I promise.
Until then sincerely,
Camille
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Experiencing God's Love - Charles Stanley's In Touch Ministries
Ephesians 3:14-19
Scripture says that God loves us, and the cross proves it. Sadly, though, this is an intellectual truth for many believers, rather than an experiential one. The problem is not with the Lord, but with the individual's capacity to sense His care.
One hindrance may be the tendency to measure divine love by life's circumstances. When the Lord allows tragedies and pain, some consider Him uncaring.
The age-old question then becomes very personal: "How could a loving God allow me or those I care about to suffer?" We'll never fully understand His ways, but we can know that His compassion and concern are bigger than the suffering of the whole world, and in the fullness of time, He'll make all things right.
A sense of personal unworthiness can also obstruct the acceptance of God's love. Focusing on past sins and moral failures or comparing yourself with others will lead to guilt and hopelessness. Satan specializes in promoting these self-condemning thoughts and feelings. The Lord never says, "Straighten up, and then I'll care about you." Remember that divine love is based on God's character, not on our performance.
The root of all the barriers to experiencing God's love is unbelief. When we deny His interest and concern for us, we doubt the truth of Scripture.
The Lord wants each of us to experience His great love in a personal, intimate way. Don't let the Enemy's lies or life's hardships steal the enjoyment and security of this great blessing. When doubts arise, rely on the truth of God's Word. He loves you. Believe it, and eventually you will feel it.
Scripture says that God loves us, and the cross proves it. Sadly, though, this is an intellectual truth for many believers, rather than an experiential one. The problem is not with the Lord, but with the individual's capacity to sense His care.
One hindrance may be the tendency to measure divine love by life's circumstances. When the Lord allows tragedies and pain, some consider Him uncaring.
The age-old question then becomes very personal: "How could a loving God allow me or those I care about to suffer?" We'll never fully understand His ways, but we can know that His compassion and concern are bigger than the suffering of the whole world, and in the fullness of time, He'll make all things right.
A sense of personal unworthiness can also obstruct the acceptance of God's love. Focusing on past sins and moral failures or comparing yourself with others will lead to guilt and hopelessness. Satan specializes in promoting these self-condemning thoughts and feelings. The Lord never says, "Straighten up, and then I'll care about you." Remember that divine love is based on God's character, not on our performance.
The root of all the barriers to experiencing God's love is unbelief. When we deny His interest and concern for us, we doubt the truth of Scripture.
The Lord wants each of us to experience His great love in a personal, intimate way. Don't let the Enemy's lies or life's hardships steal the enjoyment and security of this great blessing. When doubts arise, rely on the truth of God's Word. He loves you. Believe it, and eventually you will feel it.
Friday, May 29, 2009
The blessings continue, as I'm able to move on
It’s been seven months since I had my aneurysm, and stroke. It was traumatic and life changing. I’ve lost my apartment, my possessions, my job, and the life style I was comfortable and familiar with – But, what I have is more valuable than any of these things. I have my life, my brain, my family, and my friends. And, therefore, I am blessed.
When I first woke up from my coma, I was told I’d have a job to come back to as soon as I was well enough to come back to work, but with the market the way it is, going back to the search firm in Atlanta may not be the best option.
My brother and his family have cared for me all this time. And, now I’m planning to move on. Its very much like I’m starting all over – like a person who has been born again. In fact, I’m going to stay with a friend who has a house in New York, and who is kind enough to welcome me in, offering a place to stay while I pound the pavement, looking for a new job. It’s a tough market out there, but I have my faith, a good skill set, and lots of contacts… And therefore, I’m confident, there’s a job out there with my name on it. I also feel strongly that I’ll have a better opportunity finding work there than any place else. The job market is depressed throughout the country, but based on my research it seems there’s more going on there, than in other places. Plus, I have lots of relationships there.
I feel good about staying with my friend. We’ve been friends for many years, and she has 11 rooms in her house and lives alone. She can use the company, and so can I. We’ll be like the Golden Girls, only younger and better looking… (smile). I’m excited about this. And, I know that I am truly blessed!
This entire experience has presented an amazing opportunity for me. I obviously needed to take time out, look at things from a different vantage point, and reevaluate the path I’ll take moving forward. There is so much to consider as I do this. I plan to keep everything in mind, as I go forward. I’m very much aware of the huge blessing I’ve received that I’m alive, still. My goal is to celebrate my life, and to proceed with diligence, as well as a super positive outlook.
I haven’t made the best choices in the past, but I won’t dwell on any of them. I have a future to look forward to, and I have my health, and thank God, the ability to reason, to strategize and to solve problems. I almost lost these things and therefore, I do not take any of them for granted. Lee Iacocca, learned these lessons about determination – “I learned about the strength you can get from a close family life. I learned to keep going, even in bad times. I learned not to despair, even when my world was falling apart. I learned that there are no free lunches. And I learned the value of hard work.”
I’ve also learned the same lessons as I journey through my brain attack, rehabilitation and recovery. I am an admirer of Lee Iacocca and I greatly respect his insights and accomplishments. I will take his lessons with me as I go on, and incorporate them into my value system as I move forward.
This is a most exciting time for me. I hope to see you again as I’m doing my thing in the big city!
When I first woke up from my coma, I was told I’d have a job to come back to as soon as I was well enough to come back to work, but with the market the way it is, going back to the search firm in Atlanta may not be the best option.
My brother and his family have cared for me all this time. And, now I’m planning to move on. Its very much like I’m starting all over – like a person who has been born again. In fact, I’m going to stay with a friend who has a house in New York, and who is kind enough to welcome me in, offering a place to stay while I pound the pavement, looking for a new job. It’s a tough market out there, but I have my faith, a good skill set, and lots of contacts… And therefore, I’m confident, there’s a job out there with my name on it. I also feel strongly that I’ll have a better opportunity finding work there than any place else. The job market is depressed throughout the country, but based on my research it seems there’s more going on there, than in other places. Plus, I have lots of relationships there.
I feel good about staying with my friend. We’ve been friends for many years, and she has 11 rooms in her house and lives alone. She can use the company, and so can I. We’ll be like the Golden Girls, only younger and better looking… (smile). I’m excited about this. And, I know that I am truly blessed!
This entire experience has presented an amazing opportunity for me. I obviously needed to take time out, look at things from a different vantage point, and reevaluate the path I’ll take moving forward. There is so much to consider as I do this. I plan to keep everything in mind, as I go forward. I’m very much aware of the huge blessing I’ve received that I’m alive, still. My goal is to celebrate my life, and to proceed with diligence, as well as a super positive outlook.
I haven’t made the best choices in the past, but I won’t dwell on any of them. I have a future to look forward to, and I have my health, and thank God, the ability to reason, to strategize and to solve problems. I almost lost these things and therefore, I do not take any of them for granted. Lee Iacocca, learned these lessons about determination – “I learned about the strength you can get from a close family life. I learned to keep going, even in bad times. I learned not to despair, even when my world was falling apart. I learned that there are no free lunches. And I learned the value of hard work.”
I’ve also learned the same lessons as I journey through my brain attack, rehabilitation and recovery. I am an admirer of Lee Iacocca and I greatly respect his insights and accomplishments. I will take his lessons with me as I go on, and incorporate them into my value system as I move forward.
This is a most exciting time for me. I hope to see you again as I’m doing my thing in the big city!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Through Faith and Patience
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE
"...imitate those who through faith and patience inherit the promises"
(Hebrews 6:12, NKJ).
Did you know that in the Bible, David was 17 years old when he was anointed to be king, but yet he did not take the throne until he was 30? I’m sure during those 13 years there were plenty of times that David was tempted to think it wasn’t going to happen. I’m sure he was tempted to get frustrated or even feel like a failure, thinking “God, did I hear You? I thought You said You were going to do something great with my life, but nothing is going my way.” Here he was being faithful, but all those years he saw no sign of the promise coming to pass.
I’m sure David had to fight the same negative thoughts that we do; thoughts that were telling him “It’s not going to happen. David, you didn’t hear from God. Just accept it.” The battle was taking place in his mind just like our battles take place in our minds. During those times when it seems like you aren’t getting any closer to seeing your dream come to pass, remember, the scripture tells us that through faith and patience we inherit the promises of God.
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father God, I humbly come to You, believing that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. I trust that Your Word is true and believe that through faith and patience, I will see Your promises come to pass in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
"...imitate those who through faith and patience inherit the promises"
(Hebrews 6:12, NKJ).
Did you know that in the Bible, David was 17 years old when he was anointed to be king, but yet he did not take the throne until he was 30? I’m sure during those 13 years there were plenty of times that David was tempted to think it wasn’t going to happen. I’m sure he was tempted to get frustrated or even feel like a failure, thinking “God, did I hear You? I thought You said You were going to do something great with my life, but nothing is going my way.” Here he was being faithful, but all those years he saw no sign of the promise coming to pass.
I’m sure David had to fight the same negative thoughts that we do; thoughts that were telling him “It’s not going to happen. David, you didn’t hear from God. Just accept it.” The battle was taking place in his mind just like our battles take place in our minds. During those times when it seems like you aren’t getting any closer to seeing your dream come to pass, remember, the scripture tells us that through faith and patience we inherit the promises of God.
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father God, I humbly come to You, believing that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. I trust that Your Word is true and believe that through faith and patience, I will see Your promises come to pass in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
“Happy Birthday” to my brother, Troy and to my BFF, Deb!
My wish for you today, is that you each go out, and do something special that will make this a day you won’t foreget. Be sure to be with the people you love. I wish
I could be there in person to give you a kiss and a hug or to make you one of my “award winning” cakes.
But, I wanted to be a part of your special day today, and to give you something that will last forever. I hope you will enjoy this list of birthday quotes from famous people that I have compiled for you. I didn’t want to just say, “Happy Birthday.” They can say it a lot better than I can!
Famous Birthday Wishes
Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.
William Shakespeare
With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.
Guatemalan Proverb
Everyone is the age of their heart.
Thomas B. Aldrich
To keep the heart unwrinkled, to be hopeful, kindly, cheerful, reverent that is to triumph over old age.
Bob Dylan
He not busy being born is busy dying.
Gail Sheehy
The perceptions of middle age have their own luminosity.
Thomas Alva Edison
I am long on ideas, but short on time. I expect to live to be only about a hundred.
Georges Clemenceau
Everything I know I learned after I was thirty.
Benjamin Franklin
One today is worth two tomorrows.
George Sand
Try to keep your soul young and quivering right up to old age.
Sophie Tucker
From birth to age eighteen, a girl needs good parents. From eighteen to thirty-five, she needs good looks. From thirty-five to fifty-five, she needs a good personality. From fifty-five on she needs good cash.
Gertrude Stein
We are always the same age inside.
Coco Chanel
Nature gives you the face you have at twenty, but it's up to you to merit the face you have at fifty.
I could be there in person to give you a kiss and a hug or to make you one of my “award winning” cakes.
But, I wanted to be a part of your special day today, and to give you something that will last forever. I hope you will enjoy this list of birthday quotes from famous people that I have compiled for you. I didn’t want to just say, “Happy Birthday.” They can say it a lot better than I can!
Famous Birthday Wishes
Oprah Winfrey
The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.
William Shakespeare
With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.
Guatemalan Proverb
Everyone is the age of their heart.
Thomas B. Aldrich
To keep the heart unwrinkled, to be hopeful, kindly, cheerful, reverent that is to triumph over old age.
Bob Dylan
He not busy being born is busy dying.
Gail Sheehy
The perceptions of middle age have their own luminosity.
Thomas Alva Edison
I am long on ideas, but short on time. I expect to live to be only about a hundred.
Georges Clemenceau
Everything I know I learned after I was thirty.
Benjamin Franklin
One today is worth two tomorrows.
George Sand
Try to keep your soul young and quivering right up to old age.
Sophie Tucker
From birth to age eighteen, a girl needs good parents. From eighteen to thirty-five, she needs good looks. From thirty-five to fifty-five, she needs a good personality. From fifty-five on she needs good cash.
Gertrude Stein
We are always the same age inside.
Coco Chanel
Nature gives you the face you have at twenty, but it's up to you to merit the face you have at fifty.
For you Troy, On your birthday!
Lee Iacocca was instrumental in the success of two automobile giants: Ford and Chrysler. With no formal education, Iacocca achieved professional excellence simply through intelligence, conviction, and perseverance. Ford owes its success to Iacocca’s insight and intrepid decisions. Chrysler Corporation also benefited tremendously from Iacocca's able direction and leadership. Lee Iacocca's quotes inspire many aspiring leaders and business students.
Perseverance
Boys, there ain't no free lunches in this country. And don't go spending your whole life commiserating that you got the raw deals. You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it bad enough I can have it. It's called perseverance.
Integrity
I have found that being honest is the best technique I can use. Right up front, tell people what you're trying to accomplish and what you're willing to sacrifice to accomplish it.
Determination
I learned about the strength you can get from a close family life. I learned to keep going, even in bad times. I learned not to despair, even when my world was falling apart. I learned that there are no free lunches. And I learned the value of hard work.
Effort
Apply yourself. Get all the education you can, but then, by God, do something. Don't just stand there, make it happen.
Action
If I had to sum up in a word what makes a good manager, It's decisiveness. You can use the fanciest computers to gather the numbers, but in the end you have to set a timetable and act.
Time
If you want to make good use of your time, you've got to know what's most important and then give it all you've got.
Business
Management is nothing more than motivating other people.
Family
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life.
Family
No matter what you've done for yourself or for humanity, if you can't look back on having given love and attention to your own family, what have you really accomplished?
Business
The ability to concentrate and to use time well is everything.
Business
You can have brilliant ideas, but if you can't get them across, your ideas won't get you anywhere.
Business
You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it badly enough I can have it. It's called perseverance.
Perseverance
Boys, there ain't no free lunches in this country. And don't go spending your whole life commiserating that you got the raw deals. You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it bad enough I can have it. It's called perseverance.
Integrity
I have found that being honest is the best technique I can use. Right up front, tell people what you're trying to accomplish and what you're willing to sacrifice to accomplish it.
Determination
I learned about the strength you can get from a close family life. I learned to keep going, even in bad times. I learned not to despair, even when my world was falling apart. I learned that there are no free lunches. And I learned the value of hard work.
Effort
Apply yourself. Get all the education you can, but then, by God, do something. Don't just stand there, make it happen.
Action
If I had to sum up in a word what makes a good manager, It's decisiveness. You can use the fanciest computers to gather the numbers, but in the end you have to set a timetable and act.
Time
If you want to make good use of your time, you've got to know what's most important and then give it all you've got.
Business
Management is nothing more than motivating other people.
Family
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life.
Family
No matter what you've done for yourself or for humanity, if you can't look back on having given love and attention to your own family, what have you really accomplished?
Business
The ability to concentrate and to use time well is everything.
Business
You can have brilliant ideas, but if you can't get them across, your ideas won't get you anywhere.
Business
You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it badly enough I can have it. It's called perseverance.
The Restorer of Lost Hopes
Romans 5:1-5
Not only is Christ the source of genuine hope; He is also the restorer of lost hope. Unless we're vigilant in guarding our perspective, many situations can erode opti-mism and trust. Biblical principles are the best defense against such discouragement.
Unchanging difficult circumstances can cause despair and rob life of meaning, but Romans 5:1-5 tells us that God has a much different view about the value of trials.We are eager for our Father to just fix the problem or relieve the suffering, but He has an eternal goal in mind. His purpose in trials is to produce proven character in us, which will result in hope, not disappointment.
Personal failure is another thief of hope. Sometimes discouragement is caused by a failure to meet our own expectations. This may be evidence that we have trusted in our own abilities and plans rather than in the Lord. Remember that "our adequacy is from God" (2 Cor. 3:5).
At other times we might lose hope because, despite all our efforts, we cannot live a victorious Christian life. Old flesh patterns may seem to be winning the battle. But just as the failure originates within us, so does the solution--with the indwelling Holy Spirit. If we surrender to His authority and live in dependence upon Him, He will begin to transform us from the inside out.
Hopelessness is a miserable trap that blinds a believer from seeing the Lord. The only way out is to deliberately focus on Christ through praise, prayer, and Scripture. This is probably the last thing a discouraged person wants to do, but hope awaits those who are willing to see life from God's perspective.
Not only is Christ the source of genuine hope; He is also the restorer of lost hope. Unless we're vigilant in guarding our perspective, many situations can erode opti-mism and trust. Biblical principles are the best defense against such discouragement.
Unchanging difficult circumstances can cause despair and rob life of meaning, but Romans 5:1-5 tells us that God has a much different view about the value of trials.We are eager for our Father to just fix the problem or relieve the suffering, but He has an eternal goal in mind. His purpose in trials is to produce proven character in us, which will result in hope, not disappointment.
Personal failure is another thief of hope. Sometimes discouragement is caused by a failure to meet our own expectations. This may be evidence that we have trusted in our own abilities and plans rather than in the Lord. Remember that "our adequacy is from God" (2 Cor. 3:5).
At other times we might lose hope because, despite all our efforts, we cannot live a victorious Christian life. Old flesh patterns may seem to be winning the battle. But just as the failure originates within us, so does the solution--with the indwelling Holy Spirit. If we surrender to His authority and live in dependence upon Him, He will begin to transform us from the inside out.
Hopelessness is a miserable trap that blinds a believer from seeing the Lord. The only way out is to deliberately focus on Christ through praise, prayer, and Scripture. This is probably the last thing a discouraged person wants to do, but hope awaits those who are willing to see life from God's perspective.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Wisdom
"If I could have convinced more slaves that they were slaves, I could have freed thousands more."
--Harriet Tubman
"If you don't know where you are going, you might wind up someplace else."
--Yogi Berra
The two things you must know for every journey is where you are starting and where you are going. This seems obvious, yet it is something we often miss. Know who you are and where you are, then decide who you want to be and where you want to go. Once you do this, the path of your journey will make itself clear. Frustration comes when you try to see the path before knowing these things.
Know Yourself
--Harriet Tubman
"If you don't know where you are going, you might wind up someplace else."
--Yogi Berra
The two things you must know for every journey is where you are starting and where you are going. This seems obvious, yet it is something we often miss. Know who you are and where you are, then decide who you want to be and where you want to go. Once you do this, the path of your journey will make itself clear. Frustration comes when you try to see the path before knowing these things.
Know Yourself
Daily Motivation - Connect your goals to your actions
Every action you take today will either move you closer to your chosen goal or farther away from it. There's something you intend to achieve, and the way to achieve it is through action.
There is a very real connection between the things you do and the outcomes you experience. Keep that in mind as you go through the day. Keep that in mind as you decide how to spend your time. Keep that in mind as you control your own thoughts and actions.
Connect your goals to your actions and you will reach those goals. Focus on the outcome of what you're doing, moment by moment. You can choose to just get through the day, or you can decide to make it count and to move yourself forward.
There is a road that runs from where you are right now to the fulfillment of the goals you have chosen. As you go through this day, stay on that road. Keep the connection strong. Take the actions which will move you ahead.
There is a very real connection between the things you do and the outcomes you experience. Keep that in mind as you go through the day. Keep that in mind as you decide how to spend your time. Keep that in mind as you control your own thoughts and actions.
Connect your goals to your actions and you will reach those goals. Focus on the outcome of what you're doing, moment by moment. You can choose to just get through the day, or you can decide to make it count and to move yourself forward.
There is a road that runs from where you are right now to the fulfillment of the goals you have chosen. As you go through this day, stay on that road. Keep the connection strong. Take the actions which will move you ahead.
The Source of Hope
1 Peter 1:3-9
Hope can be defined as the desire for something good and the expectation of receiving it. Jesus Christ is the only genuine source of hope, because He alone knows what is best and has the sovereignty and power to secure its fulfillment. All other hopes are grounded on the shifting sands of circumstances beyond our control.
Each of us has expectations for the future, but these often pertain only to this earthly life. Christ promises us the "living hope" of an imperishable inheritance in heaven. Everyday desires will all fade away, but our home in heaven is eternal. This is our ultimate security and anchor when the storms of life are severe.
But how do we endure times of trial right now? Heaven can seem so far away when pain is present and there's no relief in sight. Hope anticipates a change of circumstances for the better.
And what about times when our situation is not improving--then, what is God doing that is "better"? Peter tells us He is refining our faith, which will result in praise and glory when Jesus returns. This is more valuable to us than gold or even relief from our distress. What a paradox! The difficulties which cause us to lose hope are the tools the Lord uses to increase our faith and hope in Him.
Christ promises us hope not only for eternity, but also for this life. Those times that God does not deliver us from difficulty, we can be sure He is doing a greater work within us. When we finally reach our eternal home, we'll recognize the immeasurable value of the faith He produced in us as we kept our hope in Him.
Hope can be defined as the desire for something good and the expectation of receiving it. Jesus Christ is the only genuine source of hope, because He alone knows what is best and has the sovereignty and power to secure its fulfillment. All other hopes are grounded on the shifting sands of circumstances beyond our control.
Each of us has expectations for the future, but these often pertain only to this earthly life. Christ promises us the "living hope" of an imperishable inheritance in heaven. Everyday desires will all fade away, but our home in heaven is eternal. This is our ultimate security and anchor when the storms of life are severe.
But how do we endure times of trial right now? Heaven can seem so far away when pain is present and there's no relief in sight. Hope anticipates a change of circumstances for the better.
And what about times when our situation is not improving--then, what is God doing that is "better"? Peter tells us He is refining our faith, which will result in praise and glory when Jesus returns. This is more valuable to us than gold or even relief from our distress. What a paradox! The difficulties which cause us to lose hope are the tools the Lord uses to increase our faith and hope in Him.
Christ promises us hope not only for eternity, but also for this life. Those times that God does not deliver us from difficulty, we can be sure He is doing a greater work within us. When we finally reach our eternal home, we'll recognize the immeasurable value of the faith He produced in us as we kept our hope in Him.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I reconnect with Linda through Facebook
Hi Camille,
I am happy that we are once again connected. I am elated that you are recovering well. I knew about your illness and visited you at Emory while you were in a coma. In fact, the last time I came to see you, you were awake. I was sooooo happy to look into your eyes. God is so good and He is doing great things for all of us. I put your name on numerous prayer lists. So now I can update all of my friends who have been praying for you.
I am still unemployed. I have a phone interview on Wednesday for a position in Florida. I have also been approached for a postion in California. I don't want to leave Atlanta but I will if necessary.
My daughter graduated from NC A&T on May 9th with a degree in journalism. She too is unemployed and looking for something in the magazine field. I pray that something comes along for her. If not, I am trying to convince her to go to grad school.
Before you got sick, you asked me to tutor you in math. Did you still have that desire? Also, where are you living now? Someone from your office told me that you are in Virginia with your brother. I would love to see you.
Linda
I am happy that we are once again connected. I am elated that you are recovering well. I knew about your illness and visited you at Emory while you were in a coma. In fact, the last time I came to see you, you were awake. I was sooooo happy to look into your eyes. God is so good and He is doing great things for all of us. I put your name on numerous prayer lists. So now I can update all of my friends who have been praying for you.
I am still unemployed. I have a phone interview on Wednesday for a position in Florida. I have also been approached for a postion in California. I don't want to leave Atlanta but I will if necessary.
My daughter graduated from NC A&T on May 9th with a degree in journalism. She too is unemployed and looking for something in the magazine field. I pray that something comes along for her. If not, I am trying to convince her to go to grad school.
Before you got sick, you asked me to tutor you in math. Did you still have that desire? Also, where are you living now? Someone from your office told me that you are in Virginia with your brother. I would love to see you.
Linda
Predicting the future
The most accurate way to predict the future is to get busy creating it. Though you cannot guess what's going to happen, you can know for sure what you intend to do.
Do you wish to be in the right place at the right time? Then commit to creating real value in every time and place where you find yourself.
The most reliable way to get in on a good thing is to put forth the effort that makes that good thing real. A surefire way to have good luck is to create your own luck through the actions you take.
It serves no purpose to wish for what you don't have. Use that energy to fulfill, express and expand upon all the great possibilities you do have.
The more generously you participate in life, the more it will go your way. Always see the positive possibilities in the way things are, and things will work to the benefit of you and those around you.
The future belongs to those who act with commitment, persistence and positive purpose in the present. Use this now moment to make your best predictions for the future come to life.
Do you wish to be in the right place at the right time? Then commit to creating real value in every time and place where you find yourself.
The most reliable way to get in on a good thing is to put forth the effort that makes that good thing real. A surefire way to have good luck is to create your own luck through the actions you take.
It serves no purpose to wish for what you don't have. Use that energy to fulfill, express and expand upon all the great possibilities you do have.
The more generously you participate in life, the more it will go your way. Always see the positive possibilities in the way things are, and things will work to the benefit of you and those around you.
The future belongs to those who act with commitment, persistence and positive purpose in the present. Use this now moment to make your best predictions for the future come to life.
Will the Real Enemy Please Stand Up?
Today's Truth
1 Peter 5:8-9 "Control yourselves and be careful! The devil, your enemy, goes around like a roaring lion looking for someone to eat. Refuse to give in to him, by standing strong in your faith. You know that your Christian family all over the world is having the same kinds of suffering" (NCV).
Friend To Friend
Spiritual ignorance is not bliss -- it is dangerous. Many people say it doesn't really matter what you believe as long as you believe something! I totally disagree! The apostle Paul writes in 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22, "Test everything. Hold on to the good. Avoid every kind of evil" (NIV). To deal with sandpaper people, we must be able to discern between truth and lies.
If the enemy can dupe us into believing his lies, those difficult relationships will eventually damage and even destroy our emotional health, seeping into the broken places, ripping open almost healed wounds inflicted by sandpaper people. Complete honesty must steer every difficult relationship because sandpaper people must always be confronted with sound, solid truth in clear and transparent conversation as well as disciplined behavior. We are in a battle for godly relationships. In order to win that battle we must identify the real enemy.
Peter 5:8 "The devil, your enemy, goes around like a roaring lion looking for someone to eat" (NCV).
Sandpaper people are not the enemy. It is sometimes easier to convince ourselves that they are as it would make the attack plan so much simpler and free of guilt. We could simply do everything in our power to eliminate that person from our life when what God really wants is for us to embrace that sandpaper person, celebrating the truth that where they are is no surprise to God.
When our children were in middle school, several of their friends got laser guns for Christmas. One weekend, they brought the guns to our house for a "big, bad laser war." The kids divided into teams and the object of the game was simple, to wipe out the enemy. Wonderful! What clean, wholesome fun.
Hours went by to the sound of war hoops, shouts and threats and cries of victory. They had a great time playing with those guns -- that is, until it was dark. I stood in the kitchen preparing dinner when I heard the kitchen door open and close -- uh, rather slam -- and looked up to see my daughter, Danna, red-faced with fury. I knew it would not be long before I had every morbid detail of whatever injustice she had endured at the hand of "those boys." I was right. "Mom, I need to talk to you -- now!" I knew a command when I heard it, dropped my spatula and waited for the story. It was short and not so sweet. "Everybody is mad at me because I keep shooting my own team." So far, I was totally lost. I guess my confusion was evident because I could sense the exasperation that fueled her next words, "Mom! Are you listening?" I was -- it didn't help. With a sigh and in her most patronizing tone, she explained, "I keep shooting my own team because it is so dark. I can't tell who the enemy is."
We often have the same problem when it comes to dealing with sandpaper people. We identify them as the enemy but they are not the real enemy.
"For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" (Ephesians 6:12 NIV).
Satan should never be the center of attention in any believer's life. We cannot focus on two things at once and if we focus on Satan, we cannot focus on God. However, Paul clearly warns us that no Christian should ever ignore Satan or take him for granted either because he is a powerful and vicious foe.
Satan is our true enemy and would love to encourage our attack on those people who rub us the wrong way and ignore the hand of God in the matter. Nothing and no one touches our life that does not pass through the Father's hand, with His permission. God, however, takes what the enemy meant for evil and uses it for good in our life --if we let Him.
Let's Pray
Father, I praise You for the truth that You have already conquered Satan. Please help me remember that while Satan is powerful, he is also defeated. Give me the discernment to recognize his evil tactics and plans to use difficult people in my life to help me fail and fall. I want to walk in the light of Your eternal victory over sin and live in the strength of Your power over the grave and the powers of the darkness. Teach me how to love the sinner but hate the sin. Keep me broken over my own sin and always be ready to offer the grace, mercy and forgiveness You have given
me.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
Now It's Your Turn
Fighting the unknown is always more difficult than fighting the known. Getting along with people who rub us the wrong way is dependent on understanding that Satan is at work around us wielding weapons of strife, anger, frustration and misunderstanding. Victory is ours unless we hand it over to the enemy. Ignoring him is foolish but by identifying him and exposing his malignant tactics, we rob him of power and negate his ability to control and manipulate relationships.
Read the following verses and then fill in the blanks to identify the different characteristics of Satan's personality:
Satan is a ______________________.
John 8:44 "Satan is a liar and the father of lies."
Satan is a ______________________.
1 John 5:19 "We know that we are children of God and that the world around us is under the power and control of the evil one."
Satan is an _____________________.
2 Corinthians 11:14 "Satan changes himself to look like an angel of light."
Satan is a ______________________.
Revelation 20:10 "Then the Devil, who betrayed them, was thrown into the lake of fire."
1 Peter 5:8-9 "Control yourselves and be careful! The devil, your enemy, goes around like a roaring lion looking for someone to eat. Refuse to give in to him, by standing strong in your faith. You know that your Christian family all over the world is having the same kinds of suffering" (NCV).
Friend To Friend
Spiritual ignorance is not bliss -- it is dangerous. Many people say it doesn't really matter what you believe as long as you believe something! I totally disagree! The apostle Paul writes in 1 Thessalonians 5:21-22, "Test everything. Hold on to the good. Avoid every kind of evil" (NIV). To deal with sandpaper people, we must be able to discern between truth and lies.
If the enemy can dupe us into believing his lies, those difficult relationships will eventually damage and even destroy our emotional health, seeping into the broken places, ripping open almost healed wounds inflicted by sandpaper people. Complete honesty must steer every difficult relationship because sandpaper people must always be confronted with sound, solid truth in clear and transparent conversation as well as disciplined behavior. We are in a battle for godly relationships. In order to win that battle we must identify the real enemy.
Peter 5:8 "The devil, your enemy, goes around like a roaring lion looking for someone to eat" (NCV).
Sandpaper people are not the enemy. It is sometimes easier to convince ourselves that they are as it would make the attack plan so much simpler and free of guilt. We could simply do everything in our power to eliminate that person from our life when what God really wants is for us to embrace that sandpaper person, celebrating the truth that where they are is no surprise to God.
When our children were in middle school, several of their friends got laser guns for Christmas. One weekend, they brought the guns to our house for a "big, bad laser war." The kids divided into teams and the object of the game was simple, to wipe out the enemy. Wonderful! What clean, wholesome fun.
Hours went by to the sound of war hoops, shouts and threats and cries of victory. They had a great time playing with those guns -- that is, until it was dark. I stood in the kitchen preparing dinner when I heard the kitchen door open and close -- uh, rather slam -- and looked up to see my daughter, Danna, red-faced with fury. I knew it would not be long before I had every morbid detail of whatever injustice she had endured at the hand of "those boys." I was right. "Mom, I need to talk to you -- now!" I knew a command when I heard it, dropped my spatula and waited for the story. It was short and not so sweet. "Everybody is mad at me because I keep shooting my own team." So far, I was totally lost. I guess my confusion was evident because I could sense the exasperation that fueled her next words, "Mom! Are you listening?" I was -- it didn't help. With a sigh and in her most patronizing tone, she explained, "I keep shooting my own team because it is so dark. I can't tell who the enemy is."
We often have the same problem when it comes to dealing with sandpaper people. We identify them as the enemy but they are not the real enemy.
"For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" (Ephesians 6:12 NIV).
Satan should never be the center of attention in any believer's life. We cannot focus on two things at once and if we focus on Satan, we cannot focus on God. However, Paul clearly warns us that no Christian should ever ignore Satan or take him for granted either because he is a powerful and vicious foe.
Satan is our true enemy and would love to encourage our attack on those people who rub us the wrong way and ignore the hand of God in the matter. Nothing and no one touches our life that does not pass through the Father's hand, with His permission. God, however, takes what the enemy meant for evil and uses it for good in our life --if we let Him.
Let's Pray
Father, I praise You for the truth that You have already conquered Satan. Please help me remember that while Satan is powerful, he is also defeated. Give me the discernment to recognize his evil tactics and plans to use difficult people in my life to help me fail and fall. I want to walk in the light of Your eternal victory over sin and live in the strength of Your power over the grave and the powers of the darkness. Teach me how to love the sinner but hate the sin. Keep me broken over my own sin and always be ready to offer the grace, mercy and forgiveness You have given
me.
In Jesus' name,
Amen.
Now It's Your Turn
Fighting the unknown is always more difficult than fighting the known. Getting along with people who rub us the wrong way is dependent on understanding that Satan is at work around us wielding weapons of strife, anger, frustration and misunderstanding. Victory is ours unless we hand it over to the enemy. Ignoring him is foolish but by identifying him and exposing his malignant tactics, we rob him of power and negate his ability to control and manipulate relationships.
Read the following verses and then fill in the blanks to identify the different characteristics of Satan's personality:
Satan is a ______________________.
John 8:44 "Satan is a liar and the father of lies."
Satan is a ______________________.
1 John 5:19 "We know that we are children of God and that the world around us is under the power and control of the evil one."
Satan is an _____________________.
2 Corinthians 11:14 "Satan changes himself to look like an angel of light."
Satan is a ______________________.
Revelation 20:10 "Then the Devil, who betrayed them, was thrown into the lake of fire."
Making Changes to Fulfill God's Plan
Matthew 16:24-27
As God's adopted children, we have been given a new purpose: glorifying Him through righteous living. Yesterday we saw that this means making certain modifications in our life. Let's consider two more changes that may be necessary for followers of Jesus.
One potential adjustment has to do with our belief system: a Christian's thinking ought to match Jesus'. The world's influence is strong, and if we listened to the culture, we'd push ahead of others, take all the credit for our accomplishments, and keep material possessions for our own use. But students of Scripture know that the last shall be first (Mark 9:35), God is the one who deserves our praise (Psalm 96:4), and Christians are to be generous people (1 Tim. 6:18). What we believe needs to match what the Bible says is true.
Lastly, we may have to redefine our commitments to be sure the Lord comes first. His desires for us should take precedence over what we want and what others ask us to do. We must evaluate our choices in light of God's plan for us. This may mean letting go of a favorite activity, taking on a new responsibility, or remaining where we are despite yearning to leave. Our Father wants and deserves His children's full devotion (Matt. 22:37).
These changes do not all happen instantly at salvation; rather, they take place over a lifetime. Whenever the Holy Spirit reveals a deeper truth or calls us to a new work, we will have additional "alterations" to make. But such changes are accompanied by the confidence of knowing that God will use us to fulfill His plan
As God's adopted children, we have been given a new purpose: glorifying Him through righteous living. Yesterday we saw that this means making certain modifications in our life. Let's consider two more changes that may be necessary for followers of Jesus.
One potential adjustment has to do with our belief system: a Christian's thinking ought to match Jesus'. The world's influence is strong, and if we listened to the culture, we'd push ahead of others, take all the credit for our accomplishments, and keep material possessions for our own use. But students of Scripture know that the last shall be first (Mark 9:35), God is the one who deserves our praise (Psalm 96:4), and Christians are to be generous people (1 Tim. 6:18). What we believe needs to match what the Bible says is true.
Lastly, we may have to redefine our commitments to be sure the Lord comes first. His desires for us should take precedence over what we want and what others ask us to do. We must evaluate our choices in light of God's plan for us. This may mean letting go of a favorite activity, taking on a new responsibility, or remaining where we are despite yearning to leave. Our Father wants and deserves His children's full devotion (Matt. 22:37).
These changes do not all happen instantly at salvation; rather, they take place over a lifetime. Whenever the Holy Spirit reveals a deeper truth or calls us to a new work, we will have additional "alterations" to make. But such changes are accompanied by the confidence of knowing that God will use us to fulfill His plan
Monday, May 25, 2009
Adjusting to the Lord's Plan
Matthew 4:18-22
I have been a Christian for many years, and not once has God asked me, "Charles, what do you want to do?" The Lord doesn't change His plans to suit my purposes or yours. Instead, He asks us to adjust our lives to align with His will.
One change He often requires has to do with lifestyle. Peter, Andrew, James, and John were fishermen before they became Jesus' disciples. Their lives revolved around the details of their occupation--weather conditions, equipment repair, catching fish, and turning a profit. But when Jesus called them to become fishers of men, they willingly and suddenly made a dramatic change.
In contrast, the rich young ruler walked away sad when he realized what he'd have to give up to follow Christ (Matt. 19:21-22). An invitation from the Lord usually means modifying our way of living. Whether this involves switching jobs or altering habits, God expects us to adapt to His plan.
At times the Lord may call for a shift in our relationships. Before being invited to travel in Jesus' company, James and John worked in the family business with their father. Saying yes to God meant seeing friends and relatives less frequently. Pursuing His plan may mean the same thing for us. But Christ promises a great return on any sacrifice we make (Matt. 19:29).
Our heavenly Father's plans are based upon His goodness, justice, and mercy. Because of His perfect character, we can trust the direction He gives us. Adjusting to God's design--accepting His will and making the needed changes in our circumstances and relationships--is always the wisest action we can take (Prov. 3:5-6).
Extra Column:
A hymn about following God's plan
Trust and Obey
When we walk with the Lord in the light of His Word,
What a glory He sheds on our way!
While we do His good will He abides with us still,
And with all who will trust and obey.
Not a shadow can rise, not a cloud in the skies,
But His smile quickly drives it away;
Not a doubt nor a fear, not a sigh nor a tear,
Can abide while we trust and obey.
Not a burden we bear, not a sorrow we share,
But our toil He doth richly repay;
Not a grief nor a loss, not a frown nor a cross,
But is blest if we trust and obey.
But we never can prove the delights of His love
Until all on the altar we lay;
For the favor He shows and the joy He bestows
Are for them who will trust and obey.
Then in fellowship sweet we will sit at His feet,
Or we'll walk by His side in the way;
What He says we will do, Where He sends we will go--
Never fear, only trust and obey.
(Refrain)
Trust and obey, for there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.
Words: John H. Sammis, 1887.
Music: Daniel B. Towner
I have been a Christian for many years, and not once has God asked me, "Charles, what do you want to do?" The Lord doesn't change His plans to suit my purposes or yours. Instead, He asks us to adjust our lives to align with His will.
One change He often requires has to do with lifestyle. Peter, Andrew, James, and John were fishermen before they became Jesus' disciples. Their lives revolved around the details of their occupation--weather conditions, equipment repair, catching fish, and turning a profit. But when Jesus called them to become fishers of men, they willingly and suddenly made a dramatic change.
In contrast, the rich young ruler walked away sad when he realized what he'd have to give up to follow Christ (Matt. 19:21-22). An invitation from the Lord usually means modifying our way of living. Whether this involves switching jobs or altering habits, God expects us to adapt to His plan.
At times the Lord may call for a shift in our relationships. Before being invited to travel in Jesus' company, James and John worked in the family business with their father. Saying yes to God meant seeing friends and relatives less frequently. Pursuing His plan may mean the same thing for us. But Christ promises a great return on any sacrifice we make (Matt. 19:29).
Our heavenly Father's plans are based upon His goodness, justice, and mercy. Because of His perfect character, we can trust the direction He gives us. Adjusting to God's design--accepting His will and making the needed changes in our circumstances and relationships--is always the wisest action we can take (Prov. 3:5-6).
Extra Column:
A hymn about following God's plan
Trust and Obey
When we walk with the Lord in the light of His Word,
What a glory He sheds on our way!
While we do His good will He abides with us still,
And with all who will trust and obey.
Not a shadow can rise, not a cloud in the skies,
But His smile quickly drives it away;
Not a doubt nor a fear, not a sigh nor a tear,
Can abide while we trust and obey.
Not a burden we bear, not a sorrow we share,
But our toil He doth richly repay;
Not a grief nor a loss, not a frown nor a cross,
But is blest if we trust and obey.
But we never can prove the delights of His love
Until all on the altar we lay;
For the favor He shows and the joy He bestows
Are for them who will trust and obey.
Then in fellowship sweet we will sit at His feet,
Or we'll walk by His side in the way;
What He says we will do, Where He sends we will go--
Never fear, only trust and obey.
(Refrain)
Trust and obey, for there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.
Words: John H. Sammis, 1887.
Music: Daniel B. Towner
Saturday, May 23, 2009
The Stages of Our Christian Life
Philippians 1:5-7
Each Christian's journey is unique. Yet certain stages of growth should be common to all believers. For example:
• God wants to teach new followers basic principles as a foundation on which to build. He expresses these truths through other believers, His Word, and life circumstances.
• The Lord allows us to serve Him. We were created to do good works , and this becomes evident as growing Christians use their talents to glorify Jesus (Eph. 2:10).
• God lets us experience "frustrated inadequacy." Pride and self-confidence are threats to spiritual growth. Therefore, our Father brings us to the place where we realize we can achieve nothing of value without divine guidance and power.
• To make freedom a reality, the Father will bring His children face to face with whatever holds them captive. We often carry hurts, fears, or other "baggage" from childhood and on our own, have no idea how to gain victory. God allows us to struggle through such issues with His help. As we surrender the problem to Him and seek His perspective, He works to liberate us.
• The Lord teaches us how to live the "exchanged life" (Gal. 2:20). Our sinful nature has been crucified with Christ, and the Savior's life is expressed through us as we surrender to the Holy Spirit's influence.
Do you recognize these stages as you look back over your walk with Christ? Perhaps you can identify an area where God still needs to work in your life. Is there anything standing in the way of allowing Him to live fully through you? Surrender to the Holy Spirit, asking Him to help you become more like Jesus.
Each Christian's journey is unique. Yet certain stages of growth should be common to all believers. For example:
• God wants to teach new followers basic principles as a foundation on which to build. He expresses these truths through other believers, His Word, and life circumstances.
• The Lord allows us to serve Him. We were created to do good works , and this becomes evident as growing Christians use their talents to glorify Jesus (Eph. 2:10).
• God lets us experience "frustrated inadequacy." Pride and self-confidence are threats to spiritual growth. Therefore, our Father brings us to the place where we realize we can achieve nothing of value without divine guidance and power.
• To make freedom a reality, the Father will bring His children face to face with whatever holds them captive. We often carry hurts, fears, or other "baggage" from childhood and on our own, have no idea how to gain victory. God allows us to struggle through such issues with His help. As we surrender the problem to Him and seek His perspective, He works to liberate us.
• The Lord teaches us how to live the "exchanged life" (Gal. 2:20). Our sinful nature has been crucified with Christ, and the Savior's life is expressed through us as we surrender to the Holy Spirit's influence.
Do you recognize these stages as you look back over your walk with Christ? Perhaps you can identify an area where God still needs to work in your life. Is there anything standing in the way of allowing Him to live fully through you? Surrender to the Holy Spirit, asking Him to help you become more like Jesus.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Good Days & Bad Days
“We love Him because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:19
Here’s some fantastic news for you today: God says to you, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with loving kindness I have drawn you." (Jeremiah 31:3) But that’s not all; God loves you just as much on your bad days as He does on your good ones! His love for you isn’t measured by your actions, but by His nature! God’s acceptance of you is based on your position, not your condition, "for He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him." (II Corinthians 5:21)
I don’t know about you, but I’ve made quite a few mistakes, and still do. However, my "position" as a child of God covers my condition. Remember that it was at Calvary that God took every sin that would ever be committed and laid it upon His Son. Therefore, when you go to the cross as a sinner, He takes all of Christ’s righteousness and wraps you up in it. From that point on, your Heavenly Father can only see you one way, as His child, because of His Son’s willingness to die for you!
Forget about the achievement based value system of this world; it doesn’t apply to Christians. Because Jesus died for you, your worth isn’t based on what you do, but on Who you belong to – as a Christian, you belong to Jesus! God actually assigned enough value to you and me, to sacrifice "His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John3:16). Now don’t get it twisted in thinking that God doesn’t care about what you do; He does! Your loving Heavenly Father wants you to live right and do good works; however, He wants you to do them out of gratitude and love rather than as a useless and needless attempt to earn His love. As a matter of fact, you’ll never be good enough to earn His love.
Understanding your position through Jesus can get you off the performance/acceptance treadmill, and get you doing the right things for the right reasons. The plain truth is that, you’re going to have good days and bad days, but God loves you the same every day. That’s something to get excited about!
Here’s some fantastic news for you today: God says to you, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with loving kindness I have drawn you." (Jeremiah 31:3) But that’s not all; God loves you just as much on your bad days as He does on your good ones! His love for you isn’t measured by your actions, but by His nature! God’s acceptance of you is based on your position, not your condition, "for He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him." (II Corinthians 5:21)
I don’t know about you, but I’ve made quite a few mistakes, and still do. However, my "position" as a child of God covers my condition. Remember that it was at Calvary that God took every sin that would ever be committed and laid it upon His Son. Therefore, when you go to the cross as a sinner, He takes all of Christ’s righteousness and wraps you up in it. From that point on, your Heavenly Father can only see you one way, as His child, because of His Son’s willingness to die for you!
Forget about the achievement based value system of this world; it doesn’t apply to Christians. Because Jesus died for you, your worth isn’t based on what you do, but on Who you belong to – as a Christian, you belong to Jesus! God actually assigned enough value to you and me, to sacrifice "His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." (John3:16). Now don’t get it twisted in thinking that God doesn’t care about what you do; He does! Your loving Heavenly Father wants you to live right and do good works; however, He wants you to do them out of gratitude and love rather than as a useless and needless attempt to earn His love. As a matter of fact, you’ll never be good enough to earn His love.
Understanding your position through Jesus can get you off the performance/acceptance treadmill, and get you doing the right things for the right reasons. The plain truth is that, you’re going to have good days and bad days, but God loves you the same every day. That’s something to get excited about!
Inspiration - Leave the Way Open
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE
"Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave the way open for [God's] wrath; for it is written, Vengeance is Mine, I will repay (requite), says the Lord"
(Romans 12:19, AMP).
We all go through situations where we’re not being treated fairly. Maybe somebody is talking behind your back or trying to make you look bad, maybe you were overlooked for a promotion or cheated in a business deal. When we’re being mistreated, the natural thing is to try to defend ourselves and set the record straight. Human nature wants to get even and get revenge. But the scripture says, “Vengeance is Mine… says the Lord.” That means God wants to make your wrongs right. He wants to pay you back for every unfair thing that has happened. He is a God of justice.
Notice what today’s scripture says: you can either avenge yourself or you can let God be your avenger, but you can’t have it both ways. If you take matters into your own hands, then God is going to step back and say, “Go ahead, do it your way. Looks like you don’t need My help.” But on the other hand, if we choose to stay on the high road and say, “No, I’m going to let God be my avenger and trust God to bring justice into my life”, then you are leaving the way open for God to move mightily on your behalf!
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Heavenly Father, I humbly come to You asking that You be my vindicator. I choose to release all those who have hurt me and every wrong done to me. Fill me with your peace and love. I trust that You are working on my behalf, and I look for Your goodness in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
"Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave the way open for [God's] wrath; for it is written, Vengeance is Mine, I will repay (requite), says the Lord"
(Romans 12:19, AMP).
We all go through situations where we’re not being treated fairly. Maybe somebody is talking behind your back or trying to make you look bad, maybe you were overlooked for a promotion or cheated in a business deal. When we’re being mistreated, the natural thing is to try to defend ourselves and set the record straight. Human nature wants to get even and get revenge. But the scripture says, “Vengeance is Mine… says the Lord.” That means God wants to make your wrongs right. He wants to pay you back for every unfair thing that has happened. He is a God of justice.
Notice what today’s scripture says: you can either avenge yourself or you can let God be your avenger, but you can’t have it both ways. If you take matters into your own hands, then God is going to step back and say, “Go ahead, do it your way. Looks like you don’t need My help.” But on the other hand, if we choose to stay on the high road and say, “No, I’m going to let God be my avenger and trust God to bring justice into my life”, then you are leaving the way open for God to move mightily on your behalf!
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Heavenly Father, I humbly come to You asking that You be my vindicator. I choose to release all those who have hurt me and every wrong done to me. Fill me with your peace and love. I trust that You are working on my behalf, and I look for Your goodness in my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
Dr. Charles Stanley's In Touch Ministries -
Many modern-day inventions are designed to help us accomplish tasks more quickly. The microwave, for example, shortens cooking time drastically, while washing machines and computers speed up other chores. New technology has the added effect of increasing our already-fast pace as well as our desire for instant solutions.
Not every process, however, lends itself to acceleration. Consider our growth in Christ, which is known as sanctification. Being a Christian is neither an event nor a quick fix. Rather, it is a journey. There are things for us to learn along the way, and while we may unwisely choose a longer path than necessary, there really are no shortcuts.
Sadly, certain people grow little after salvation. Some are not encouraged in their faith or discipled well. Others fail to pursue maturity through prayer, meditation on Scripture, and fellowship within the body of believers. God is not pleased when His children opt for comfort and complacency. That's why His Word tells us to "grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ" (2 Peter 3:17).
Consider how spiritual development benefits believers. By learning God's ways, we can walk in obedience and live content, purposeful lives for His glory. We also gain the ability to discern truth from distortion.
Do you notice any change in your life and character since the day you were saved? Can you detect spiritual growth over the last year? Your heavenly Father wants to mature you. So make a continuous effort to cooperate with Him by reading Scripture, praying, fellowshipping, and repenting of all known sin in your life.
Not every process, however, lends itself to acceleration. Consider our growth in Christ, which is known as sanctification. Being a Christian is neither an event nor a quick fix. Rather, it is a journey. There are things for us to learn along the way, and while we may unwisely choose a longer path than necessary, there really are no shortcuts.
Sadly, certain people grow little after salvation. Some are not encouraged in their faith or discipled well. Others fail to pursue maturity through prayer, meditation on Scripture, and fellowship within the body of believers. God is not pleased when His children opt for comfort and complacency. That's why His Word tells us to "grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ" (2 Peter 3:17).
Consider how spiritual development benefits believers. By learning God's ways, we can walk in obedience and live content, purposeful lives for His glory. We also gain the ability to discern truth from distortion.
Do you notice any change in your life and character since the day you were saved? Can you detect spiritual growth over the last year? Your heavenly Father wants to mature you. So make a continuous effort to cooperate with Him by reading Scripture, praying, fellowshipping, and repenting of all known sin in your life.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
A Special “thank you” to my brother, my sister in law, and their family…
Lamont, you came to my rescue and how could I ever thank you properly? I’m so much better now. I’m walking, talking, driving, blogging, and exercising… I’m thinking, reasoning, and planning for my future because of the love and support you have extended. And, now I’m moving on. You stepped in there when I was lying in a coma. You and your wife, Janez, stayed with me in the hospital, talked to the doctors, went to my apartment, packed everything and tried to salvage my life for me so I could have something when I woke up. I’m really glad you had faith that I would.
Well, I did wake up! And, now that I’ve been given this second chance by the grace of God, I’m able to move on. But, not without acknowledging you before I go – You made a huge sacrifice for me, sharing your family, feeding me, providing for me as if I were your child when I couldn’t do for myself. I know it must have been hard on you, both financially and emotionally. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I know you’ll be rewarded for your kindness and your generosity.
Janez, you really stepped in there on my behalf! What a great wife and partner to my brother, you are!!! And, you are a sister in law that is “Beyond Category.” (As my old friend, Bruce Wright used to say…) I know that when you said “I do” to my brother, you didn’t foresee having to care for his sister as part of the deal too. Well, all I can say is I don’t take for granted anything that you have done, and I am forever in debt to you. (Yes, we will continue to have our different perspectives on one topic in particular, and I will continue to respectfully disagree.) But, having said that… I love you with all my heart. You are one special lady! My brother knows what a prize he has, and I know it too.
This experience has brought us closer together. I’m glad. You’ve been more than a sister in law to me, you’ve been a friend. Again, I thank you!
Malcolm, thank you so much for letting me use your room while you are in the Navy. I’m giving it back to you now. I love you and I’m very proud of the accomplishments you have made. Keep up the great job you’re doing.
Niayah and Sherdina, thank you both for sharing your parents and your space with me. And, I thank you for helping them take care of me. I’m glad I was here to see you get all dressed up for the big Ring Dance. You both looked beautiful! I especially enjoyed getting to know both of you. That part of my recovery process was a lot of fun. And, being here to see you both grow up to become young women has been very special. One bit of advice for you both – You are leaving the 11th grade, and going into your senior year next year. Take it seriously, and go out with a bang! Boys are great, I know. They’re crazy about you now, and they’ll be crazy about you later too. Right now, focus on your school work, what you plan to do with your lives in the future, and getting into a good school for college. Make that your priority, and I promise you – the rest of your lives will be exciting and sweeter than you can imagine.
With all my love, respect and appreciation,
Aunt Camille
Well, I did wake up! And, now that I’ve been given this second chance by the grace of God, I’m able to move on. But, not without acknowledging you before I go – You made a huge sacrifice for me, sharing your family, feeding me, providing for me as if I were your child when I couldn’t do for myself. I know it must have been hard on you, both financially and emotionally. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and I know you’ll be rewarded for your kindness and your generosity.
Janez, you really stepped in there on my behalf! What a great wife and partner to my brother, you are!!! And, you are a sister in law that is “Beyond Category.” (As my old friend, Bruce Wright used to say…) I know that when you said “I do” to my brother, you didn’t foresee having to care for his sister as part of the deal too. Well, all I can say is I don’t take for granted anything that you have done, and I am forever in debt to you. (Yes, we will continue to have our different perspectives on one topic in particular, and I will continue to respectfully disagree.) But, having said that… I love you with all my heart. You are one special lady! My brother knows what a prize he has, and I know it too.
This experience has brought us closer together. I’m glad. You’ve been more than a sister in law to me, you’ve been a friend. Again, I thank you!
Malcolm, thank you so much for letting me use your room while you are in the Navy. I’m giving it back to you now. I love you and I’m very proud of the accomplishments you have made. Keep up the great job you’re doing.
Niayah and Sherdina, thank you both for sharing your parents and your space with me. And, I thank you for helping them take care of me. I’m glad I was here to see you get all dressed up for the big Ring Dance. You both looked beautiful! I especially enjoyed getting to know both of you. That part of my recovery process was a lot of fun. And, being here to see you both grow up to become young women has been very special. One bit of advice for you both – You are leaving the 11th grade, and going into your senior year next year. Take it seriously, and go out with a bang! Boys are great, I know. They’re crazy about you now, and they’ll be crazy about you later too. Right now, focus on your school work, what you plan to do with your lives in the future, and getting into a good school for college. Make that your priority, and I promise you – the rest of your lives will be exciting and sweeter than you can imagine.
With all my love, respect and appreciation,
Aunt Camille
How Long Will God Wait?
Nehemiah 9:29-31
Yesterday we saw that the Holy Spirit plays an essential role in salvation. Before a person can surrender to Jesus, he or she must be drawn by the Spirit (John 6:44). Often, God is at work in someone's life many years before that individual is saved.
Today's passage shows that God is longsuffering; He often waits an extended period of time for a person to come to faith. The Lord truly "is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance" (2 Peter 3:9). However, we must realize that God will at some point stop wooing an unbeliever and allow him to go his sinful way. For example, Pharaoh continually hardened his heart when Moses requested the Israelites' freedom (Ex. 8:15, 32; 9:34). But eventually, God hardened Pharaoh's heart (14:17), which means that He let the wicked ruler have his way.
We don't know when or why the Lord decides to stop working in a person's life. Sometimes, He's active to the very end--there are stories of people who receive the Savior on their deathbed. In such cases, the Holy Spirit was obviously at work in their final moments. But other people keep rejecting Christ or postpone thinking about salvation. Eventually, God may let them become desensitized so they see no need for Jesus. Continually rejecting the Lord is risky.
If you're not a believer but are nevertheless interested in spiritual things, your heart remains pliable, and the Lord is still at work in your life. Don't put off a decision about Jesus Christ. You don't know when God might stop drawing you to Himself. The wisest thing you can do is choose to follow Him today.
Yesterday we saw that the Holy Spirit plays an essential role in salvation. Before a person can surrender to Jesus, he or she must be drawn by the Spirit (John 6:44). Often, God is at work in someone's life many years before that individual is saved.
Today's passage shows that God is longsuffering; He often waits an extended period of time for a person to come to faith. The Lord truly "is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance" (2 Peter 3:9). However, we must realize that God will at some point stop wooing an unbeliever and allow him to go his sinful way. For example, Pharaoh continually hardened his heart when Moses requested the Israelites' freedom (Ex. 8:15, 32; 9:34). But eventually, God hardened Pharaoh's heart (14:17), which means that He let the wicked ruler have his way.
We don't know when or why the Lord decides to stop working in a person's life. Sometimes, He's active to the very end--there are stories of people who receive the Savior on their deathbed. In such cases, the Holy Spirit was obviously at work in their final moments. But other people keep rejecting Christ or postpone thinking about salvation. Eventually, God may let them become desensitized so they see no need for Jesus. Continually rejecting the Lord is risky.
If you're not a believer but are nevertheless interested in spiritual things, your heart remains pliable, and the Lord is still at work in your life. Don't put off a decision about Jesus Christ. You don't know when God might stop drawing you to Himself. The wisest thing you can do is choose to follow Him today.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Hope Beyond All Reason
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE
"Even when there was no reason for hope, Abraham kept hoping—believing that he would become the father of many nations…"
(Romans 4:18, NLT).
Are you facing a situation that seems hopeless? Maybe you have a promise from God that you haven’t seen come to pass yet. Perhaps it seems like it could have come to pass a few years ago, but now there’s no reason to hope any longer.
In the Bible, Abraham was in the same situation. He had a promise from God that He would be the father of many nations. The only problem was that both Abraham and His wife, Sarah, were well beyond child-bearing years. Abraham didn’t see any reason to hope. There was no way he could think of for God’s promise to come to pass. But I love what this scripture says—even when there was no reason for hope, Abraham kept on hoping. He chose to have an attitude of faith and expectancy, and God was faithful to Abraham and fulfilled His promise!
I encourage you today, when you are facing a situation that looks hopeless, put your hope in God! He will never forsake You; He is the one, true, faithful God! When you hope beyond reason, you will see His promises fulfilled in every area of your life! one, true, faithful God! When you hope beyond reason, you will see His promises fulfilled in every area of your life!
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your faithfulness in my life. I trust that Your promises are true. I choose to put my hope in You no matter what my circumstances may look like. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
"Even when there was no reason for hope, Abraham kept hoping—believing that he would become the father of many nations…"
(Romans 4:18, NLT).
Are you facing a situation that seems hopeless? Maybe you have a promise from God that you haven’t seen come to pass yet. Perhaps it seems like it could have come to pass a few years ago, but now there’s no reason to hope any longer.
In the Bible, Abraham was in the same situation. He had a promise from God that He would be the father of many nations. The only problem was that both Abraham and His wife, Sarah, were well beyond child-bearing years. Abraham didn’t see any reason to hope. There was no way he could think of for God’s promise to come to pass. But I love what this scripture says—even when there was no reason for hope, Abraham kept on hoping. He chose to have an attitude of faith and expectancy, and God was faithful to Abraham and fulfilled His promise!
I encourage you today, when you are facing a situation that looks hopeless, put your hope in God! He will never forsake You; He is the one, true, faithful God! When you hope beyond reason, you will see His promises fulfilled in every area of your life! one, true, faithful God! When you hope beyond reason, you will see His promises fulfilled in every area of your life!
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your faithfulness in my life. I trust that Your promises are true. I choose to put my hope in You no matter what my circumstances may look like. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Choose to Rejoice
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE
"Rejoice in the Lord, you [consistently] righteous (upright and in right standing with God), and give thanks at the remembrance of His holiness"
(Psalm 97:12, AMP).
All through the scripture we are told to rejoice in the Lord always. It’s interesting that the word “rejoice” doesn’t just mean to be vocal and to give God praise with our words. Rejoice also means “to brighten up,” “to spin around,” and “to leap for joy.” In other words, you rejoice with your actions. You rejoice with your countenance. Do you realize you can rejoice by simply putting a smile on your face?
When times are tough, when things aren’t going as planned, many people have a long, sour face. They’re down, discouraged, worried, and upset. But when you choose to rejoice, you smile and have a pleasant demeanor no matter what. And it’s not because you necessarily feel like it or because everything is perfect. You just simply smile by faith. You smile knowing that your expression is saying to God, “I trust You. I know you are working all things out for my good.”
Make the decision today and every day to rejoice in the Lord! Put a smile on your face and let the whole world know your hope is in the Lord.
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father God, I choose to rejoice in You. I know that Your goodness goes way beyond my difficulty. I know that even when I don’t see a way, You are making a way for me. Fill me with Your supernatural peace and joy as I surrender every area of my life to You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
"Rejoice in the Lord, you [consistently] righteous (upright and in right standing with God), and give thanks at the remembrance of His holiness"
(Psalm 97:12, AMP).
All through the scripture we are told to rejoice in the Lord always. It’s interesting that the word “rejoice” doesn’t just mean to be vocal and to give God praise with our words. Rejoice also means “to brighten up,” “to spin around,” and “to leap for joy.” In other words, you rejoice with your actions. You rejoice with your countenance. Do you realize you can rejoice by simply putting a smile on your face?
When times are tough, when things aren’t going as planned, many people have a long, sour face. They’re down, discouraged, worried, and upset. But when you choose to rejoice, you smile and have a pleasant demeanor no matter what. And it’s not because you necessarily feel like it or because everything is perfect. You just simply smile by faith. You smile knowing that your expression is saying to God, “I trust You. I know you are working all things out for my good.”
Make the decision today and every day to rejoice in the Lord! Put a smile on your face and let the whole world know your hope is in the Lord.
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father God, I choose to rejoice in You. I know that Your goodness goes way beyond my difficulty. I know that even when I don’t see a way, You are making a way for me. Fill me with Your supernatural peace and joy as I surrender every area of my life to You. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
Daily Motivator - Get with it!
Go ahead. Though you won't get it perfect, you will get it done. Jump right in. Though you may not have quite enough experience, you'll gain it quickly. Reach for your highest dreams. Though you don't have all the answers, you'll soon learn what questions to ask.
The perfect time to start will never come if you wait for it. Get started now and do your best. Your efforts matter much more than mere circumstances.
You can watch the world change, or you can change it. It will change today with or without you. The more input you have into that change, the more you'll like the results. Forget the excuses. They will bring you no value. Step up and give the best that you have.
Accomplishment is a thrill which has no equal. Remember how good it feels? You can have all you want. And now is the time to go for it. Stand up, step out and make a difference.
The perfect time to start will never come if you wait for it. Get started now and do your best. Your efforts matter much more than mere circumstances.
You can watch the world change, or you can change it. It will change today with or without you. The more input you have into that change, the more you'll like the results. Forget the excuses. They will bring you no value. Step up and give the best that you have.
Accomplishment is a thrill which has no equal. Remember how good it feels? You can have all you want. And now is the time to go for it. Stand up, step out and make a difference.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Daily Motivator - Seek challenge
Challenge is a requisite part of any achievement. The more effectively you can meet challenges, the more you'll be able to achieve. Not only does challenge pull you toward achievement, it also strengthens you so that you may successfully face the even greater challenges that lead to even higher accomplishments.
That's why it is so important to continually challenge yourself. There's no question that difficult challenges will come with each new thing you attempt. So it pays to be prepared.
Seek out small challenges, and by so doing you gain the ability to triumph in the face of even bigger ones. Growth comes at a price, and challenge is a major part of that price.
Get used to challenge. Get experienced with overcoming challenges. Challenge yourself, and you'll remain strong in the face of the challenges which the world will surely send your way. Embrace challenge, and it becomes an opportunity rather than an obstacle.
That's why it is so important to continually challenge yourself. There's no question that difficult challenges will come with each new thing you attempt. So it pays to be prepared.
Seek out small challenges, and by so doing you gain the ability to triumph in the face of even bigger ones. Growth comes at a price, and challenge is a major part of that price.
Get used to challenge. Get experienced with overcoming challenges. Challenge yourself, and you'll remain strong in the face of the challenges which the world will surely send your way. Embrace challenge, and it becomes an opportunity rather than an obstacle.
I am thankful, as I move forward in good health ...
Last week, I received a clean bill of health from my neurologist. She informed me that the results from my recent CAT scan were good. It showed a scar similar to a wound from a cut that had healed. She also had the results from a recent EEG I had taken. Those results were normal. In short, I can celebrate the fact that I have a true survival story. Like our Vice President, Joe Biden and like Quincy Jones, one of the most talented entertainers in the music industry who also recovered from an aneurysm – I can say too that I’ve fully recovered! Thank you, Lord Jesus and God, Jehovah. I praise your name with my testimony!
I ask you for your guidance as I move forward. Father, you have tested and challenged my faith, and through my experience just like the story of the three disciples in the boat, you have all ways been here with me. You’ve never left me. (Mark 4:35-41) You’ve placed people in my life that you have used to bless me I'm grateful and I praise you. Now, I have a responsibility to give back. It will be a long process, and I know I won’t be able to accomplish anything without you. As Proverbs tells me to trust in you with all my heart, and to lean not to my own understanding and then you will set my path straight, I embrace these words. You have a plan for me, and whatever it is I know you will make it apparent in due time. I don’t know what you have in store for me. But, I trust you – and, I want to stay close to you.
“Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And, lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil."
I ask you for your guidance as I move forward. Father, you have tested and challenged my faith, and through my experience just like the story of the three disciples in the boat, you have all ways been here with me. You’ve never left me. (Mark 4:35-41) You’ve placed people in my life that you have used to bless me I'm grateful and I praise you. Now, I have a responsibility to give back. It will be a long process, and I know I won’t be able to accomplish anything without you. As Proverbs tells me to trust in you with all my heart, and to lean not to my own understanding and then you will set my path straight, I embrace these words. You have a plan for me, and whatever it is I know you will make it apparent in due time. I don’t know what you have in store for me. But, I trust you – and, I want to stay close to you.
“Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And, lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil."
Crying Out to God - 1 Samuel 7:7-9
When we face a crisis, the Lord is willing and able to help. But before He will become involved and release His divine energy into our situation, He requires one thing: a righteous heart.
This, of course, is not an expectation that we live perfect lives, which our Father knows would be impossible. When a sinner turns to God for salvation, He cleanses the heart of iniquity and gives that person a new nature (2 Cor. 5:17). Yet even believers will follow old "flesh" patterns at times, so the Lord calls us to confess and repent when we miss the mark. Then He will "cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). Thankfully, He hears us in our imperfection as long as we desire to walk in His way. The problem arises, however, when a Christian knowingly lives in sin and chooses not to turn from it--the Lord will not hear an unrepentant heart.
The heavenly Father also desires that His children cry out to Him (Ps. 34:15-17). During trials, we tend to pray this way, with increased focus, passion, and sincerity. Hannah is a good example. Heartbroken over her barrenness, she went to the temple and beseeched the Lord with such emotion that the priest thought she was drunk! God answered her plea and opened her womb (1 Sam. 1:1-20).
When a crisis comes, cry out to our almighty God, but be sure you do so with a righteous heart. Then He will hear and answer--either fulfilling your hoped-for request or providing a different solution. Because He is omniscient, loving, and sovereign, you can fully trust that His answer is in your best interest.
This, of course, is not an expectation that we live perfect lives, which our Father knows would be impossible. When a sinner turns to God for salvation, He cleanses the heart of iniquity and gives that person a new nature (2 Cor. 5:17). Yet even believers will follow old "flesh" patterns at times, so the Lord calls us to confess and repent when we miss the mark. Then He will "cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). Thankfully, He hears us in our imperfection as long as we desire to walk in His way. The problem arises, however, when a Christian knowingly lives in sin and chooses not to turn from it--the Lord will not hear an unrepentant heart.
The heavenly Father also desires that His children cry out to Him (Ps. 34:15-17). During trials, we tend to pray this way, with increased focus, passion, and sincerity. Hannah is a good example. Heartbroken over her barrenness, she went to the temple and beseeched the Lord with such emotion that the priest thought she was drunk! God answered her plea and opened her womb (1 Sam. 1:1-20).
When a crisis comes, cry out to our almighty God, but be sure you do so with a righteous heart. Then He will hear and answer--either fulfilling your hoped-for request or providing a different solution. Because He is omniscient, loving, and sovereign, you can fully trust that His answer is in your best interest.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
A special “thank you” to Bronwyn - A great friend ...
Sometimes we meet someone who comes into our lives for a time and a purpose. And, once they have accomplished that purpose in that time, they move on. But, what they leave behind is huge and will be remembered forever. Bronwyn, this is a note to acknowledge you and say, “thank you” for being there for me during and after I awoke up from the coma.
We met at Accretive Solutions, just before you left the company. I remember our first conversation in the community kitchen area. We bonded immediately, and it was apparent that a sisterhood was created at that time.
I want to take this opportunity to tell you how much I appreciate all the trips you made to the hospital to visit me, after working all day at your new job at the Southern Company. I know how hard you were working, yet you still made time to call me during the day, just to check up on me, and then after work, you would stop by bringing flowers, and sometimes ice cream. Thanks again, my friend. This was after I had awakened from the coma, but I also know you were there while I was in the coma, and in my sleep state. I’m told by my friend Deb how often you were there, and the way you stood by my side with her.
I will never be able to thank you appropriately for the friendship and support you showed me, but I’m using this blog as a vehicle to communicate with you. You were there, and so you know what a life changing event this has been for me. And, you were also there to witness the great work God has done on my behalf. He heard all your prayers, and he’s answered them. Yesterday, I met with the neurologist, who pretty much said, I’m fully recovered. She read the EEG results form a few weeks ago, which were normal and the CAT scan results which were good also. She said it showed a scar from the surgery (similar to what I would have from a cut that had
healed).
So, now as I move on to the next phase of my life, I get to say, “I too, like Joe Biden, and like Quincy Jones have fully recovered from an aneurysm.” I love you, my sister. Thank you for being there for me.
Camille
We met at Accretive Solutions, just before you left the company. I remember our first conversation in the community kitchen area. We bonded immediately, and it was apparent that a sisterhood was created at that time.
I want to take this opportunity to tell you how much I appreciate all the trips you made to the hospital to visit me, after working all day at your new job at the Southern Company. I know how hard you were working, yet you still made time to call me during the day, just to check up on me, and then after work, you would stop by bringing flowers, and sometimes ice cream. Thanks again, my friend. This was after I had awakened from the coma, but I also know you were there while I was in the coma, and in my sleep state. I’m told by my friend Deb how often you were there, and the way you stood by my side with her.
I will never be able to thank you appropriately for the friendship and support you showed me, but I’m using this blog as a vehicle to communicate with you. You were there, and so you know what a life changing event this has been for me. And, you were also there to witness the great work God has done on my behalf. He heard all your prayers, and he’s answered them. Yesterday, I met with the neurologist, who pretty much said, I’m fully recovered. She read the EEG results form a few weeks ago, which were normal and the CAT scan results which were good also. She said it showed a scar from the surgery (similar to what I would have from a cut that had
healed).
So, now as I move on to the next phase of my life, I get to say, “I too, like Joe Biden, and like Quincy Jones have fully recovered from an aneurysm.” I love you, my sister. Thank you for being there for me.
Camille
When Our Faith Is Challenged -- By Charles Stanley
Believers who faithfully share their testimony are sometimes challenged. I do not write this to frighten or silence you. In fact, I encourage you to welcome questions, confrontations, and even persecution. These tests grow your faith and make you a stronger advocate for the Lord.
During college, I took part in some lively discussions--you might call them arguments--with fellows from my dorm. Most of those young men were unbelievers who questioned everything I believed. They sometimes even laughed at me. But I took advantage of their attacks. Back in my room, I'd pray and search the Scriptures for the answers I did not have while we spoke. With each verbal skirmish, my faith flourished.
A person does not need lots of biblical knowledge to talk about Jesus. He simply has to share what God has done in his life. Consider the blind man healed by Jesus in John 9. When the Pharisees interrogated him about Christ healing his blindness, he countered with the simple truth: "Well, here is an amazing thing, that you do not know where He is from, and yet He opened my eyes . . . If this man were not from God, He could do nothing" (vv. 30, 33). The blind man did not know exactly who Jesus was either, but he was absolutely certain who had sent Him to earth!
Courageously share the truth that you know. If challenged, never be afraid to say, "I don't know how to answer this question, but I'm going to find out." Then get in the Word, get on your knees, or get with other believers so you will be more prepared "to give an account of the hope that is in you" (1 Peter 3:15).
During college, I took part in some lively discussions--you might call them arguments--with fellows from my dorm. Most of those young men were unbelievers who questioned everything I believed. They sometimes even laughed at me. But I took advantage of their attacks. Back in my room, I'd pray and search the Scriptures for the answers I did not have while we spoke. With each verbal skirmish, my faith flourished.
A person does not need lots of biblical knowledge to talk about Jesus. He simply has to share what God has done in his life. Consider the blind man healed by Jesus in John 9. When the Pharisees interrogated him about Christ healing his blindness, he countered with the simple truth: "Well, here is an amazing thing, that you do not know where He is from, and yet He opened my eyes . . . If this man were not from God, He could do nothing" (vv. 30, 33). The blind man did not know exactly who Jesus was either, but he was absolutely certain who had sent Him to earth!
Courageously share the truth that you know. If challenged, never be afraid to say, "I don't know how to answer this question, but I'm going to find out." Then get in the Word, get on your knees, or get with other believers so you will be more prepared "to give an account of the hope that is in you" (1 Peter 3:15).
Friday, May 15, 2009
Telling It Like It Is
People love inspiring stories. Biographies of the down-and-out who make great use of a second chance tend to top best-seller lists. But few people have a life of such drama--most of us are quite ordinary. Sadly, some believers think that being a "regular Joe" makes their testimony unexciting and therefore less valuable. Nothing could be farther from the truth. What the Lord hadone and is doing in one's life. It is a powerful tool for getting an unbeliever interested s done for any of us is just as extraordinary as what He did for the redeemed drug dealer, murderer, or prostitute.
A personal testimony is a way of expressing what God has in spiritual matters. No matter how commonplace our words may sound compared to someone else's, the Lord will see to it that they impact the hearers who need them.
Let me give you an example. Suppose a six-year-old girl named Tina receives salvation. When she is 18, she will be able to tell her friends of God's greatness. She can explain that He makes the gospel clear to a child and yet reveals something new to her every day. When Tina is 80, she will have a lifetime of service opportunities to relate. Her testimony may not be exciting according to the world's criteria, but it is spiritual gold.
You have no idea how far-reaching your "ordinary" testimony can be. God says that His words will not return to Him without completing the work He sent them to do (Isa. 55:11). When believers share their faith, they are carrying His gospel to a needy world. And the story of Jesus' saving grace is always inspiring.
A personal testimony is a way of expressing what God has in spiritual matters. No matter how commonplace our words may sound compared to someone else's, the Lord will see to it that they impact the hearers who need them.
Let me give you an example. Suppose a six-year-old girl named Tina receives salvation. When she is 18, she will be able to tell her friends of God's greatness. She can explain that He makes the gospel clear to a child and yet reveals something new to her every day. When Tina is 80, she will have a lifetime of service opportunities to relate. Her testimony may not be exciting according to the world's criteria, but it is spiritual gold.
You have no idea how far-reaching your "ordinary" testimony can be. God says that His words will not return to Him without completing the work He sent them to do (Isa. 55:11). When believers share their faith, they are carrying His gospel to a needy world. And the story of Jesus' saving grace is always inspiring.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Overcoming Difficult Times - TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria
TODAY'S SCRIPTURE
"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God"
(Psalm 42:5-6, NIV).
When times get tough, don’t be surprised if you feel a heaviness trying to overwhelm you. Don’t be surprised if you hear negative thoughts telling you, "It’s never going to work out. Things are never going to get better. It’s over. It’s done." When those thoughts come, remember, you have a choice–you don’t have to believe those lies. You don’t have to get on board with your emotions.
In the Bible, David encountered many difficult situations. That spirit of heaviness tried to steal his destiny. He got depressed and discouraged, but do you know what he did? He started talking to himself. He said, "Why are you cast down, oh my soul? Put your hope in the Lord." He was saying, "David, snap out of it! Why are you discouraged? Why have you lost your joy? God is still on the throne, and He still has good things in store." When that heaviness tries to come on you, do what David did. As you put your trust in the Lord and praise Him, He’ll give you His strength and empower you to overcome every obstacle you may face!
Father in heaven, thank You for the strength to overcome the difficult times. I choose to shake off the spirit of heaviness by praising and worshiping You. I bless You today and always. In Jesus´ Name. Amen.
"Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God"
(Psalm 42:5-6, NIV).
When times get tough, don’t be surprised if you feel a heaviness trying to overwhelm you. Don’t be surprised if you hear negative thoughts telling you, "It’s never going to work out. Things are never going to get better. It’s over. It’s done." When those thoughts come, remember, you have a choice–you don’t have to believe those lies. You don’t have to get on board with your emotions.
In the Bible, David encountered many difficult situations. That spirit of heaviness tried to steal his destiny. He got depressed and discouraged, but do you know what he did? He started talking to himself. He said, "Why are you cast down, oh my soul? Put your hope in the Lord." He was saying, "David, snap out of it! Why are you discouraged? Why have you lost your joy? God is still on the throne, and He still has good things in store." When that heaviness tries to come on you, do what David did. As you put your trust in the Lord and praise Him, He’ll give you His strength and empower you to overcome every obstacle you may face!
Father in heaven, thank You for the strength to overcome the difficult times. I choose to shake off the spirit of heaviness by praising and worshiping You. I bless You today and always. In Jesus´ Name. Amen.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Daily Motivator - Shine
Just one light can make a big difference, when there is darkness all around. When you turn on a light in an already lighted room, you make it just a little bit brighter. But when you turn on a light in a room that was completely dark, you significantly change the environment. The light reveals possibilities. It make obstacles less menacing. It makes the situation clearer and easier to understand.
The more you are surrounded by negativity, the more impact you can have by being positive. Just one person who insists that yes, we can get it done, and who steadily works to make it happen, can achieve astonishing results.
If there is negative energy all around you, see it as an opportunity. Consider how much of a difference you can make with your positive thoughts and actions. Turn on your own light, and those nearby cannot help but see. The darker it is around you, the brighter your light will shine.
The more you are surrounded by negativity, the more impact you can have by being positive. Just one person who insists that yes, we can get it done, and who steadily works to make it happen, can achieve astonishing results.
If there is negative energy all around you, see it as an opportunity. Consider how much of a difference you can make with your positive thoughts and actions. Turn on your own light, and those nearby cannot help but see. The darker it is around you, the brighter your light will shine.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Daily Motivator - Whatever you make of it...
Most anything that happens can be useful to you, or it can set you back, depending primarily on what you make of it.
Get into the habit of asking yourself "how can I make the best of this?" For example, a couple of hours ago I jumped into my car to make a 10-minute run to the post office. Along the way, a 2-inch bolt became imbedded in my right front tire. Now I'm sitting in the waiting room of a tire dealer, getting the damage repaired.
I could have spend a few hours fretting about the loss of my time, and how unfair it was. And I must admit, I did spend a few minutes in that mode. But then I asked myself, "how can I make the best of this?" The answer -- get out a pen and paper and write this message.
The various circumstances in which you find yourself can serve as excuses, or they can be turned into opportunities. What's great about the time and place in which you find yourself? Whatever you make of it.
Get into the habit of asking yourself "how can I make the best of this?" For example, a couple of hours ago I jumped into my car to make a 10-minute run to the post office. Along the way, a 2-inch bolt became imbedded in my right front tire. Now I'm sitting in the waiting room of a tire dealer, getting the damage repaired.
I could have spend a few hours fretting about the loss of my time, and how unfair it was. And I must admit, I did spend a few minutes in that mode. But then I asked myself, "how can I make the best of this?" The answer -- get out a pen and paper and write this message.
The various circumstances in which you find yourself can serve as excuses, or they can be turned into opportunities. What's great about the time and place in which you find yourself? Whatever you make of it.
I hope Everyone had a Happy Mother's Day Yesterday
Yesterday was Mother's day. I went to church and was happy to see all the mothers that were out. It was a beautiful day in Virginia Beach. Hopefully, it was just as nice wherever you were too. I attempted to reach out to many of my personal friends to wish them well on this special occasion, but if I didn't get to you, please know that I salute you. I have the highest regard for mothers. There is no greater honor than to be one.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Passing On a Legacy of Faith
2 Timothy 1:1-6
Paul admired the faith legacy that was passed down to Timothy by his mother and grandmother. Although Eunice and Lois could not bestow their belief as if it were a material heirloom, they certainly modeled the value of trusting in the Lord. Whatever Timothy's monetary birthright, his greatest inheritance was spiritual instruction from these influential women.
Mothers and fathers who desire to create a faith legacy will make the following values part of their lives:
Principles. You yourself must practice the Lord's principles. Parents can't teach what they don't know. But those who live according to God's Word and find His ways effective will eagerly share the lesson.
Pattern. You must go beyond simply talking about principles, and live them in front of your children. Lifestyle speaks so much louder than words. A consistent pattern of obedience to God inspires others to seek Him, whereas saying one thing but doing another can turn children off.
Persistence. You must be determined about gaining spiritual knowledge. I learned this wise habit from my mother, who set out to instill in me the values I'd need to become a godly adult. To teach a particular lesson, she'd keep telling and showing me until she was satisfied I'd gotten the message.
Timothy's mother and grandmother were not intent on merely raising a boy. Rather, they desired to train up a man of God. Judging from Paul's letters, they achieved that goal because they themselves were devoted to the Lord. Can you say the same of your life? It's never too late to begin crafting a faith legacy.
Paul admired the faith legacy that was passed down to Timothy by his mother and grandmother. Although Eunice and Lois could not bestow their belief as if it were a material heirloom, they certainly modeled the value of trusting in the Lord. Whatever Timothy's monetary birthright, his greatest inheritance was spiritual instruction from these influential women.
Mothers and fathers who desire to create a faith legacy will make the following values part of their lives:
Principles. You yourself must practice the Lord's principles. Parents can't teach what they don't know. But those who live according to God's Word and find His ways effective will eagerly share the lesson.
Pattern. You must go beyond simply talking about principles, and live them in front of your children. Lifestyle speaks so much louder than words. A consistent pattern of obedience to God inspires others to seek Him, whereas saying one thing but doing another can turn children off.
Persistence. You must be determined about gaining spiritual knowledge. I learned this wise habit from my mother, who set out to instill in me the values I'd need to become a godly adult. To teach a particular lesson, she'd keep telling and showing me until she was satisfied I'd gotten the message.
Timothy's mother and grandmother were not intent on merely raising a boy. Rather, they desired to train up a man of God. Judging from Paul's letters, they achieved that goal because they themselves were devoted to the Lord. Can you say the same of your life? It's never too late to begin crafting a faith legacy.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Daily Motivator - Success is tedious
Success is often tedious. When we see success in others, it looks exciting and fun. We see someone who is successful in business living in a magnificent house, driving a shiny new car and taking exotic vacations. We see a successful athlete being cheered by the crowd after a winning performance on the playing field. We usually see only the results of success in others.
What we often fail to see and appreciate is how they got there. The person with a successful business has spent many long, boring hours, working late into the night on tasks that no one would consider fun or exciting. The winning athlete has spent day after day on the practice field and in the weight room, laboriously training mind and body.
Those who understand, appreciate and accept that the road to achievement can often be tiresome, those who are willing to do whatever it takes, no matter if it is often tedious and boring, are the ones who will get the reward they seek.
What we often fail to see and appreciate is how they got there. The person with a successful business has spent many long, boring hours, working late into the night on tasks that no one would consider fun or exciting. The winning athlete has spent day after day on the practice field and in the weight room, laboriously training mind and body.
Those who understand, appreciate and accept that the road to achievement can often be tiresome, those who are willing to do whatever it takes, no matter if it is often tedious and boring, are the ones who will get the reward they seek.
Today's Word form Joel and Victoria
We all have opportunities to lose our joy and get discouraged trying to endure life. But God never intended for us to just endure life, He created us to enjoy life. And whether you realize it or not, you prepare for either victory or defeat at the start of every day. When you get up in the morning, you have to choose to set your mind in the right direction. You may feel discouraged. You may be thinking, “I don’t want to go to work today.” “I don’t want to deal with these children.” “I’ve got so many problems.” However, if you dwell on those negative thoughts, then you are preparing for a lousy day. Instead, turn it around and say, “This is going to be a great day. Something good is going to happen to me. God has favor in my future and I’m expecting new opportunities, divine connections, and supernatural breakthroughs.”When you take on this attitude, you are preparing for victory, increase, and restoration! Having an attitude of faith allows God to show up and show out in unusual ways. It opens the door for Him to work in your life and pour out His supernatural blessing on you!
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father in heaven, I choose to set my heart and mind on You today. I know that You have good things planned for me. Use me to be a blessing to others. In Jesus’ Name. Amen
A PRAYER FOR TODAY
Father in heaven, I choose to set my heart and mind on You today. I know that You have good things planned for me. Use me to be a blessing to others. In Jesus’ Name. Amen
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Entries from the journal...
A big part of my recovery process is all the people who came out to support me while I was in the coma. You prayed for me, and your prayers were not only heard – they were answered. PRAISE GOD! How do I know this? I know because, I did wake up and I’m getting better everyday! I found the journal that many of you wrote in. I’ve compiled each entry as a healing exercise and included them in this blog. I refer to it often…
Each of you has played a huge role in my survival, with your love and your prayers. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there.
Camille
Hey crazy girl -
I miss you so much and would love to see your beautiful eyes again. Turner just isn’t the same without you. I miss seeing you on a regular basis, so we have to promise to get together more once you are up and out of here. I’m praying to everyone who will listen for your speedy recovery! Rest up while you are here, but not for too long. We’d much rather see you at Atlantic Station than here. Smile.
All my love,
Stephanie Ray
Hi Ms. Camille -
The ladies (Jazlyn & Jaylah) missed bible study tonight to come see you. But, we told the Pastor of our special prayer request. Everyone is praying for your speedy recovery. I told my family about you, and my father lifted a prayer for you. He asked that I share this scripture with you. Psalms 27 – Know that the Lord is your light and your salvation.
We pray that the Lord manifests in you and lifts your spirits.
Gerry Meeks
Hey Camille-
I definitely have faith that you will pull out from this. So, when you read this when you are awake I want you to know that you are never alone and I love you as well as so many other people who come to see you. We are waiting to go grab some drinks and enjoy the rest of our crazy lives. I miss you very much, and would love to see you on a regular basis – just like when you were at Turner. All your co workers new and old will always be here waiting for you to come back to us. I can’t emphasize how much we miss and love you. Wake up sleeping beauty. We are waiting.
Love & Praying,
Erica Daniel
Hi Camille-
I know we just spoke via email a few days ago. It’s funny how you sent me an email. And, you were on my mind the same day. We should be enjoying cocktails and catching up and laughing right now. Never the less, we have lots of time for that. We should make a day of it and do some shoe shopping. Smile. Camille, you are loved and missed so much. I promise to be with all the way, through this. I’m praying hard.”
Christy Collins
Hi Camille-
We love you and miss you. So, we finally get to come to Atlanta. And, it’s just your style that you’re in the nicest hospital I’ve ever been to. I feel like the staff, mainly the nurses are doing the best they can. So, guess what? It’s a time for miracles. And, you are going to be the one that God uses to teach us something new. I’m sure you are learning things while you are sleeping that you will be able to share later. And, I promise to shut up and listen. It is always in our lowest moments that we learn the most about ourselves and others. I do believe all things work together for the greatest good and in all things we must remember to say thank you. Know that there are people praying for you that you don’t even know. People you haven’t met. So, as I sit her waiting for the glow in yours, I am comforted by my faith in God.
Love you always,
Janez Hargrove
Hey Camille-
You are so much better today! We’re thrilled that you keep getting better each day. We love you. I can’t wait for you to get well and get outta here!
Love,
Eric Bartlett
Camille,
You are doing well – and I know you hear all of your friends and family. We all love you and are waiting for you to wake up from your rest period. We need you to wake up! I know God is watching over you. We love you!
Melanie Hill
Dearest Camille-
What a difference a day makes! You continue to make progress, and were all thrilled at your responses today. When the message got around that you frown and coughed earlier today, I had to come see it for myself. And, guess what I got to witness it too. I know you are going to wake up soon. And, I can’t wait to fill you in on what’s all been going on. That’s all for now cause they are going to put me out of this room. Visiting hours are over. That’s okay because your brother and sister in law are here with you.”
Love,
Sharon Denson
Camille-
You are loved all the time. We miss you! Please come home.
Love,
Deb, Mario & Austin
Camille-
I know you already know I love you. You’ve made great progress in the few days Janez and I have been here. My prayers go out for your speedy recovery. Keep fighting to get your old self back with us. Never give up, Sis. We are here for you.
Lamont
Dear Camille-
It has been some time since we have chatted. I think you left Turner about 6 or 7 months ago. I remember our spiritual chats and the strength you exuded. I remember thinking to myself, “She sure is a strong, confident black woman.” I look forward to reconnecting with you and hearing the ministry that God has put in your heart.”
With much love and respect,
Cheryl Jordan
Camille-
You look so great! You are opening your eyes when I talk to you, but the best reaction is when you see the picture of your Mom. I know how special she is to you! Just reading to you and waiting for the Doctor to come. Your favorite verse is what I’m reading. You told me that it always gave you the strength and courage when you were uncertain about the future… Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
I Love you,
Amy Becker
Hey Camille-
You opened your eyes today, when I called your name. Smile. You are making some great progress! I continue to pray for you everyday. Sweet dreams to you. You must be dreaming of sunny skies, palm trees blowing in the wind and a hot guy in the sand at the beach…All I can dream about these days are candidates growing on trees. Well, enough of that. I will tell everyone you said, hello.
Brooke Camp
Camille-
I’ve been here practically everyday, and boy I’m excited to let you sleep instead of trying to wake you! It was a joy to see you awake all day and following me and Deb with your eyes. I know we owe it all to God, and to Lamont. Smile. Can’t leave him out! I can’t wait to see the full manifestation of the Lord’s victory. As I prayed over you, remember God will restore you and make you whole, He is Jehovah Raffa, your healer and what better one to have. I love you and thrilled to see how faithful God has been!
Love you,
Bronwyn
My dearest, sweet Camille-
You must hurry and get better so we can have a good meal and even better, wine. I miss your smiling face and sing song voice. I hope that all the visitors come as no surprise to you. It is a true testament to how you are as a person and the people that you have touched. Everyone is praying for you and cheering you on. I hope that you can feel our love and our hugs. I can’t wait to catch up and see what’s been going on since our last chat. I’ll see you soon. Hang in there for us. There is still much to do.
Lots of Love, Your little sister
Joy Burney
Hello Camille, it’s Linda DeMontigny.
I’m coming and praying for your speedy recovery. It is the power of family, friends and faith that will carry you through to your recovery. Please know that you have touched so many different people in so many ways.
We are praying for you.
Linda DeMontigny.
Hey Camille,
It’s Christy Collins again. I had to come by to tell you that Barack Obama was voted our new President. I knew you would be rejoicing right now! So Gerri and I come to rejoice with you and on your behalf. What a historical moment this was for our country yesterday. People were dancing in the streets! All colors, all ages of people were dancing in the streets, singing, screaming and crying. All of this was going on in your neighborhood at Atlantic Station. That’s were I went to see this extraordinary moment unfold. I am praying for the moment we can discuss this and rejoice together.
I love you, Camille and I continue to pray.
Love, Christy
Camille-
What a fantastic day! You are looking so much better, and so alert. You keep this up and we’ll see you back in the office soon.
Lots of love,
Ann Hook
Camille-
It’s so wonderful to see how much you’ve improved. I read you devotion this morning about faith… We will continue to have faith that you will recover and give thanks for your continued improvements. Keep up the great work! I’ll see you again in a few days.
Love and Prayers,
Cindy Hull
Camille-
You are a Trooper. There is no doubt about that. I can’t wait to be able to bother you again. It’s just not the same without you. You are in for a long hard fight, but we know you can do it. You are truly loved by lots of people.
We miss you and love you.
JNK (Matthew 6:25-34)
Camille-
You look so much better today! You were asleep when I came, some respiratory distress (coughing in your sleep) but you are clearly getting better just as we knew you would.
You are loved my friend,
Sybil Wermert
Camille-
I’m so proud of the great progress you’ve made! It’s amazing to see how you’ve bounced back. We all miss you so much at the office. It’s not the same without you. We all miss your sweet personality and positive attitude. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas season, and we look forward to getting you back to work soon.
Love,
Wes Stone
My sweet Camille-
My emotions get the better of me today. My cup runeth over. It was so wonderful to see your eyes open and talk with you like old times. I’m so glad to see you’re on the road to recovery.
All my love,
Joy B.
Each of you has played a huge role in my survival, with your love and your prayers. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there.
Camille
Hey crazy girl -
I miss you so much and would love to see your beautiful eyes again. Turner just isn’t the same without you. I miss seeing you on a regular basis, so we have to promise to get together more once you are up and out of here. I’m praying to everyone who will listen for your speedy recovery! Rest up while you are here, but not for too long. We’d much rather see you at Atlantic Station than here. Smile.
All my love,
Stephanie Ray
Hi Ms. Camille -
The ladies (Jazlyn & Jaylah) missed bible study tonight to come see you. But, we told the Pastor of our special prayer request. Everyone is praying for your speedy recovery. I told my family about you, and my father lifted a prayer for you. He asked that I share this scripture with you. Psalms 27 – Know that the Lord is your light and your salvation.
We pray that the Lord manifests in you and lifts your spirits.
Gerry Meeks
Hey Camille-
I definitely have faith that you will pull out from this. So, when you read this when you are awake I want you to know that you are never alone and I love you as well as so many other people who come to see you. We are waiting to go grab some drinks and enjoy the rest of our crazy lives. I miss you very much, and would love to see you on a regular basis – just like when you were at Turner. All your co workers new and old will always be here waiting for you to come back to us. I can’t emphasize how much we miss and love you. Wake up sleeping beauty. We are waiting.
Love & Praying,
Erica Daniel
Hi Camille-
I know we just spoke via email a few days ago. It’s funny how you sent me an email. And, you were on my mind the same day. We should be enjoying cocktails and catching up and laughing right now. Never the less, we have lots of time for that. We should make a day of it and do some shoe shopping. Smile. Camille, you are loved and missed so much. I promise to be with all the way, through this. I’m praying hard.”
Christy Collins
Hi Camille-
We love you and miss you. So, we finally get to come to Atlanta. And, it’s just your style that you’re in the nicest hospital I’ve ever been to. I feel like the staff, mainly the nurses are doing the best they can. So, guess what? It’s a time for miracles. And, you are going to be the one that God uses to teach us something new. I’m sure you are learning things while you are sleeping that you will be able to share later. And, I promise to shut up and listen. It is always in our lowest moments that we learn the most about ourselves and others. I do believe all things work together for the greatest good and in all things we must remember to say thank you. Know that there are people praying for you that you don’t even know. People you haven’t met. So, as I sit her waiting for the glow in yours, I am comforted by my faith in God.
Love you always,
Janez Hargrove
Hey Camille-
You are so much better today! We’re thrilled that you keep getting better each day. We love you. I can’t wait for you to get well and get outta here!
Love,
Eric Bartlett
Camille,
You are doing well – and I know you hear all of your friends and family. We all love you and are waiting for you to wake up from your rest period. We need you to wake up! I know God is watching over you. We love you!
Melanie Hill
Dearest Camille-
What a difference a day makes! You continue to make progress, and were all thrilled at your responses today. When the message got around that you frown and coughed earlier today, I had to come see it for myself. And, guess what I got to witness it too. I know you are going to wake up soon. And, I can’t wait to fill you in on what’s all been going on. That’s all for now cause they are going to put me out of this room. Visiting hours are over. That’s okay because your brother and sister in law are here with you.”
Love,
Sharon Denson
Camille-
You are loved all the time. We miss you! Please come home.
Love,
Deb, Mario & Austin
Camille-
I know you already know I love you. You’ve made great progress in the few days Janez and I have been here. My prayers go out for your speedy recovery. Keep fighting to get your old self back with us. Never give up, Sis. We are here for you.
Lamont
Dear Camille-
It has been some time since we have chatted. I think you left Turner about 6 or 7 months ago. I remember our spiritual chats and the strength you exuded. I remember thinking to myself, “She sure is a strong, confident black woman.” I look forward to reconnecting with you and hearing the ministry that God has put in your heart.”
With much love and respect,
Cheryl Jordan
Camille-
You look so great! You are opening your eyes when I talk to you, but the best reaction is when you see the picture of your Mom. I know how special she is to you! Just reading to you and waiting for the Doctor to come. Your favorite verse is what I’m reading. You told me that it always gave you the strength and courage when you were uncertain about the future… Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
I Love you,
Amy Becker
Hey Camille-
You opened your eyes today, when I called your name. Smile. You are making some great progress! I continue to pray for you everyday. Sweet dreams to you. You must be dreaming of sunny skies, palm trees blowing in the wind and a hot guy in the sand at the beach…All I can dream about these days are candidates growing on trees. Well, enough of that. I will tell everyone you said, hello.
Brooke Camp
Camille-
I’ve been here practically everyday, and boy I’m excited to let you sleep instead of trying to wake you! It was a joy to see you awake all day and following me and Deb with your eyes. I know we owe it all to God, and to Lamont. Smile. Can’t leave him out! I can’t wait to see the full manifestation of the Lord’s victory. As I prayed over you, remember God will restore you and make you whole, He is Jehovah Raffa, your healer and what better one to have. I love you and thrilled to see how faithful God has been!
Love you,
Bronwyn
My dearest, sweet Camille-
You must hurry and get better so we can have a good meal and even better, wine. I miss your smiling face and sing song voice. I hope that all the visitors come as no surprise to you. It is a true testament to how you are as a person and the people that you have touched. Everyone is praying for you and cheering you on. I hope that you can feel our love and our hugs. I can’t wait to catch up and see what’s been going on since our last chat. I’ll see you soon. Hang in there for us. There is still much to do.
Lots of Love, Your little sister
Joy Burney
Hello Camille, it’s Linda DeMontigny.
I’m coming and praying for your speedy recovery. It is the power of family, friends and faith that will carry you through to your recovery. Please know that you have touched so many different people in so many ways.
We are praying for you.
Linda DeMontigny.
Hey Camille,
It’s Christy Collins again. I had to come by to tell you that Barack Obama was voted our new President. I knew you would be rejoicing right now! So Gerri and I come to rejoice with you and on your behalf. What a historical moment this was for our country yesterday. People were dancing in the streets! All colors, all ages of people were dancing in the streets, singing, screaming and crying. All of this was going on in your neighborhood at Atlantic Station. That’s were I went to see this extraordinary moment unfold. I am praying for the moment we can discuss this and rejoice together.
I love you, Camille and I continue to pray.
Love, Christy
Camille-
What a fantastic day! You are looking so much better, and so alert. You keep this up and we’ll see you back in the office soon.
Lots of love,
Ann Hook
Camille-
It’s so wonderful to see how much you’ve improved. I read you devotion this morning about faith… We will continue to have faith that you will recover and give thanks for your continued improvements. Keep up the great work! I’ll see you again in a few days.
Love and Prayers,
Cindy Hull
Camille-
You are a Trooper. There is no doubt about that. I can’t wait to be able to bother you again. It’s just not the same without you. You are in for a long hard fight, but we know you can do it. You are truly loved by lots of people.
We miss you and love you.
JNK (Matthew 6:25-34)
Camille-
You look so much better today! You were asleep when I came, some respiratory distress (coughing in your sleep) but you are clearly getting better just as we knew you would.
You are loved my friend,
Sybil Wermert
Camille-
I’m so proud of the great progress you’ve made! It’s amazing to see how you’ve bounced back. We all miss you so much at the office. It’s not the same without you. We all miss your sweet personality and positive attitude. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas season, and we look forward to getting you back to work soon.
Love,
Wes Stone
My sweet Camille-
My emotions get the better of me today. My cup runeth over. It was so wonderful to see your eyes open and talk with you like old times. I’m so glad to see you’re on the road to recovery.
All my love,
Joy B.
Daily Motivator - Success is happening...
Success is not the absence of failure. Success is what happens when you choose to move on beyond failure. Learning what not to do is an important part of knowing what is most effective to do. Every mistake can spotlight a way to improve. Frustration and disappointment are painful for a very positive reason. The pain pushes you in the direction of achievement. What does not work gives you a realistic understanding of what will work. Whatever stops you can no longer stop you when you see it clearly enough to work your way around it. Make your first instinct to celebrate rather than to judge. Celebrate and quickly find a useful outlet for whatever you've just been given. Every up, every down, every moment makes you more able and creative and effective. See all the ways that success is happening, and allow achievement to flow freely into your world.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
My BFF, Debra Jenkins...
One of the reasons I moved to Atlanta was to take a recruiting position at CNN. The other reason was because I would be closer to my best buddy, Debra Jenkins. She lives in Lawrenceville, Ga. While CNN is a great organization, where I made great friendships, the position wasn’t the most ideal fit for me at the time. Therefore, I left after a year and a half, and took a different position with an Executive Search firm in the Perimeter area in Atlanta, called Accretive Solutions. I listed Deb as the person to call in case of an emergency. And, because I talked about her so much Laurie (the Director, and my manager who took me to the hospital) felt comfortable calling her when I was admitted to the hospital.
I have always believed choosing Deb to be my best friend was one of the smartest things I’ve ever done. She verified that by the way she stuck by my side. While I was in the hospital, Deb spent her time calling my family and friends, keeping them informed about my condition and development. She combed my hair, put oil on my skin, and tried to make sure I looked presentable – while I couldn’t do for myself. (Even though, coming out of the coma was everyone's main concern, I’m told how badly I looked at that time, now that I’m recovering so well). I had so many visitors – Deb knew that even though I was in the coma, it would matter to me how I looked to my friends... "Thanks again, Deb, for careing."
I don’t know how she did it, but I’m amazed when I’m told about the extent she stood by my side. She’s a single mother, who is dealing with her own health issues, yet she managed to be there for me everyday. I call her my “super friend”, because she made everything look easy. I only hope I can be half as efficient if the situation were reversed. I’m told she never missed a beat… she took care of her child, Austin, her 7 year old at the time -- getting him up in the morning, preparing his breakfast, getting him ready for school, taking him to school, and then getting to the hospital to be there for me as often as she could. I still don’t know how she did it. And, while doing all this, she was in school working on her Master’s Degree, and graduating in June.
While I was deep in the coma, Deb called my family, and my other close friends whom she heard me speak of over the years and kept them informed. Ann Hook, the Vice President of the executive search firm where I worked, later told me how impressed she was by Deb’s loyalty and friendship. Many of my other friends as well, have told me how fortunate I am to have a best friend like Deb. All I can say is I’m so happy that I’m getting well, because I want to her know how much I appreciate her friendship and support. I’ve asked her, how I can ever pay her back. She said, “Just be there for me, when I need you.” Deb, I promise you – I will.
I have always believed choosing Deb to be my best friend was one of the smartest things I’ve ever done. She verified that by the way she stuck by my side. While I was in the hospital, Deb spent her time calling my family and friends, keeping them informed about my condition and development. She combed my hair, put oil on my skin, and tried to make sure I looked presentable – while I couldn’t do for myself. (Even though, coming out of the coma was everyone's main concern, I’m told how badly I looked at that time, now that I’m recovering so well). I had so many visitors – Deb knew that even though I was in the coma, it would matter to me how I looked to my friends... "Thanks again, Deb, for careing."
I don’t know how she did it, but I’m amazed when I’m told about the extent she stood by my side. She’s a single mother, who is dealing with her own health issues, yet she managed to be there for me everyday. I call her my “super friend”, because she made everything look easy. I only hope I can be half as efficient if the situation were reversed. I’m told she never missed a beat… she took care of her child, Austin, her 7 year old at the time -- getting him up in the morning, preparing his breakfast, getting him ready for school, taking him to school, and then getting to the hospital to be there for me as often as she could. I still don’t know how she did it. And, while doing all this, she was in school working on her Master’s Degree, and graduating in June.
While I was deep in the coma, Deb called my family, and my other close friends whom she heard me speak of over the years and kept them informed. Ann Hook, the Vice President of the executive search firm where I worked, later told me how impressed she was by Deb’s loyalty and friendship. Many of my other friends as well, have told me how fortunate I am to have a best friend like Deb. All I can say is I’m so happy that I’m getting well, because I want to her know how much I appreciate her friendship and support. I’ve asked her, how I can ever pay her back. She said, “Just be there for me, when I need you.” Deb, I promise you – I will.
Daily Motivator - Recipe for greatness
Take something ordinary, add some focus, commitment and effort, and you have greatness. Greatness arises out of the common and the ordinary. The raw material of greatness is nothing special. A magnificent mansion is made out of ordinary wood, bricks and nails. A literary masterpiece is printed on ordinary paper. A beautiful symphony is performed with ordinary musical instruments.
Greatness depends not on what we have to work with, but on what we do with it. Greatness is achieved not because of what we have, but as a result of what we do.
Though greatness by definition is rare, it is within the reach of anyone. Because the greatest greatness comes from common, ordinary beginnings. Whoever you are, wherever you are, whatever you have to work with, greatness is always waiting for you to make it happen.
Greatness depends not on what we have to work with, but on what we do with it. Greatness is achieved not because of what we have, but as a result of what we do.
Though greatness by definition is rare, it is within the reach of anyone. Because the greatest greatness comes from common, ordinary beginnings. Whoever you are, wherever you are, whatever you have to work with, greatness is always waiting for you to make it happen.
The nurse and I make contact...
Hey Camille!
It was so nice to hear from you! I have been praying for you along with many other people!
I did know that you had an aneurysm. Amy called me that very night to tell me. I completely credit God in the situation. Amy and her coworker were concerned about you having meningitis and due to practically NO traffic that night I showed up to Amy's early for small group. I am a nurse (I don't know if Amy told you that) and she asked if I would talk to you and see what I thought.
The concern was that you had said you had a stiff neck and had been running a fever (the hallmark signs of meningitis) but as well talked you told me that your fever had broken and you could keep things down. I don't know what prompted me to ask what meds you had been taking and how frequent you had been taking them because I had decided at that point you didn't have meningitis and could probably just go to bed and they could come see you tomorrow. But I did ask and you told me you had been taking Tylenol and had been taking 2 about every 2 hours....way too much. And since Tylenol can be toxic THAT is what prompted me to tell Amy to take you to the hospital.
When she called me that night to tell me you had a brain aneurysm and that your Tylenol level was fine I got goose bumps up and down my arms. It was totally God that had me ask you that question because otherwise we both know what would have happened because I was set to tell Amy that you didn't have meningitis and could probably wait until tomorrow to go see the doctor.
I am so glad to hear you are doing well. I have been praying for you and asking Amy about how you are doing. I would love to meet you sometime and put a name with a face.
What an amazing witness you are to how God still works and intervenes today. I am so glad to hear everything is going well and I will continue to pray for you.
Thank you for your email. It made my day and I am so glad He used me the way He did. He's got some big plans for you!
In Him,
Meredith
It was so nice to hear from you! I have been praying for you along with many other people!
I did know that you had an aneurysm. Amy called me that very night to tell me. I completely credit God in the situation. Amy and her coworker were concerned about you having meningitis and due to practically NO traffic that night I showed up to Amy's early for small group. I am a nurse (I don't know if Amy told you that) and she asked if I would talk to you and see what I thought.
The concern was that you had said you had a stiff neck and had been running a fever (the hallmark signs of meningitis) but as well talked you told me that your fever had broken and you could keep things down. I don't know what prompted me to ask what meds you had been taking and how frequent you had been taking them because I had decided at that point you didn't have meningitis and could probably just go to bed and they could come see you tomorrow. But I did ask and you told me you had been taking Tylenol and had been taking 2 about every 2 hours....way too much. And since Tylenol can be toxic THAT is what prompted me to tell Amy to take you to the hospital.
When she called me that night to tell me you had a brain aneurysm and that your Tylenol level was fine I got goose bumps up and down my arms. It was totally God that had me ask you that question because otherwise we both know what would have happened because I was set to tell Amy that you didn't have meningitis and could probably wait until tomorrow to go see the doctor.
I am so glad to hear you are doing well. I have been praying for you and asking Amy about how you are doing. I would love to meet you sometime and put a name with a face.
What an amazing witness you are to how God still works and intervenes today. I am so glad to hear everything is going well and I will continue to pray for you.
Thank you for your email. It made my day and I am so glad He used me the way He did. He's got some big plans for you!
In Him,
Meredith
Amy helps me fill in the blanks
Hi Amy, I'm starting a blog, inspired by my aneurysm experience. In rethinking everything, I remember you telling me about a nurse you called, who spoke to me on the phone. What was her name? I'd like to thank her for her part in everything. After checking with her to see if its all right, will you give me her email address? Or, you can just give her mine. Thanks, Amy. Camille
Amy responds to my email to her...
No problem! I think that is a wonderful idea! My friend Meredith Morton is a nurse at Northside Hospital. She talked to you on the phone before I came and got you to go to the hospital. She said that after talking to you, she was concerned that you had taken too much Tylenol in attempts to make your headache go away and we needed to take you to the hospital ASAP. Here is her email address: mmorton0108@yahoo.com
Amy responds to my email to her...
No problem! I think that is a wonderful idea! My friend Meredith Morton is a nurse at Northside Hospital. She talked to you on the phone before I came and got you to go to the hospital. She said that after talking to you, she was concerned that you had taken too much Tylenol in attempts to make your headache go away and we needed to take you to the hospital ASAP. Here is her email address: mmorton0108@yahoo.com
I reach out to the nurse to say, "thank you..."
Hi Meredith, I never thanked you for your part in my aneurysm experience... Amy told me that it was you who spoke to me, and suggested that she get me to the hospital ASAP. It turns out, it was a great idea!I'm sure she has told you that I had an aneurysm. I wanted to say "Thank you" for your part in the huge effort to save my life. And, I wanted to tell you how I'm doing.I'm doing well. In fact, I've completed my therapies, and I recently had both an EEG and a CAT scan -- and, the results were good. The EEG was normal, and the CAT scan showed no abnormalities (other than the fact that I had an aneurysm). I'm now driving again, wearing heels and makeup -- and working hard to pick up the pieces of my life - and get on with living an independent life again.I need to make sure I don't forget to say thank you to you for being there and playing the big part you played. You may not think about how important your role was in the fact that I'm here today. So, let me be the one to say, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!I have a life and a future to celebrate because you made time for me (a person you didn't even know...). Have a wonderful day, Meredith. Please know that you're very special -- I think you are an Angel!Most sincerely,Camille
The Recovery Process Continues to Unfold...
It occurred to me that I never knew the nurse’s name I spoke to on the phone when I had my aneurysm. I still don’t remember talking to her. I’ve completely lost any recollection of the events leading up to me being taken to the hospital, and most of what happened during the time I was in the coma. When I woke up, Laurie and Amy filled me in. Amy told me about her friend, the nurse whom she put on the phone with me and after talking to me and asking me questions told Amy to get me to the hospital right away. While focusing on my recovery, making sense of everything, and trying to pick up the pieces of my life – I’m embarrassed that I hadn’t said thank you to that nurse. I sent Amy an email asking for her name and contact information… So, I could say “thank you.”
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Sunday's Sermon -- How I was moved...
Jesus Calms a Storm
Mark 4:35 - 41 ( New International Version)
35 On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, “Let us go across to the other side.” 36 And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him. 37 And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling. 38 But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” 39 And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. 40 He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?” 41 And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, “Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?”
These scriptures are significant because they tell a story of struggle, doubt and faith. Since I've been in Virginia Beach, I've been visiting the Pleasant Grove Baptist Church, where Senior Pastor Wm. Darryl Scott delivers Sunday sermons. This past Sunday, his message was appropriate for me, as they often are. It spoke to me and moved me to share it in the blog.
"There is more in store on the other side." was what the sermon was called. I hope the story touches you as it did for me. Here it goes. Jesus said to his disciples to lets cross and go to the other side because he had already made a way. Figureatively speaking - he had already built a bridge that they could use to get across. All they needed to do was to follow him and have faith that they would make it, but they were afraid. They lacked faith, and doubted him... He was so confident, however, that He was in a stern sleep, even through the turbulant storm...
There is a lesson in this story. When in a loosing battle, you have to understand you can't win in your own strenght. While His disciples were impatient, insecure and afraid, they charged him with neglagence. He woke up from his sleep, and asked "where is your faith?" He then, said to the wind and the waves in a calm voice "Peace. Be Still." And, the wind and the waves went to sleep at his command.
What an encouraging story! Another example of the God's ability to perform miracles... I choose to keep following Jesus. I want him to stay on my side. I've shared my testimony with you about my aneurysm experience and my recovery. He is my savior! As I continue to heal, and I'm constantly reminded of how close I came to death after having the aneurysm, and staying in the coma as long as I did, after the surgeries -- I am now awake, and on a miraculous road to recovery!
Yet, I am in debt, and I don't know where I will live because I won't be able to continue staying in my brother's home forever. I need to find a job (in one of the worse job markets in history). I'm still waiting on an answer from Social Security Disability Determination Services to let me know if I will qualify for disability insurance. In my mind, I'm like the three disciples. I too am in a storm. But, there is no deliverance in a pity party... (another jewel I received from Sunday's sermon). I'm confident in my faith that I've chosen an awesome God, and He will continue to be with me as I ride this storm. He is working his miracles on my behalf.
Proverbs 3:5-7 (New International Version)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. [a]
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil.
Mark 4:35 - 41 ( New International Version)
35 On that day, when evening had come, he said to them, “Let us go across to the other side.” 36 And leaving the crowd, they took him with them in the boat, just as he was. And other boats were with him. 37 And a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the boat was already filling. 38 But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?” 39 And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. 40 He said to them, “Why are you so afraid? Have you still no faith?” 41 And they were filled with great fear and said to one another, “Who then is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?”
These scriptures are significant because they tell a story of struggle, doubt and faith. Since I've been in Virginia Beach, I've been visiting the Pleasant Grove Baptist Church, where Senior Pastor Wm. Darryl Scott delivers Sunday sermons. This past Sunday, his message was appropriate for me, as they often are. It spoke to me and moved me to share it in the blog.
"There is more in store on the other side." was what the sermon was called. I hope the story touches you as it did for me. Here it goes. Jesus said to his disciples to lets cross and go to the other side because he had already made a way. Figureatively speaking - he had already built a bridge that they could use to get across. All they needed to do was to follow him and have faith that they would make it, but they were afraid. They lacked faith, and doubted him... He was so confident, however, that He was in a stern sleep, even through the turbulant storm...
There is a lesson in this story. When in a loosing battle, you have to understand you can't win in your own strenght. While His disciples were impatient, insecure and afraid, they charged him with neglagence. He woke up from his sleep, and asked "where is your faith?" He then, said to the wind and the waves in a calm voice "Peace. Be Still." And, the wind and the waves went to sleep at his command.
What an encouraging story! Another example of the God's ability to perform miracles... I choose to keep following Jesus. I want him to stay on my side. I've shared my testimony with you about my aneurysm experience and my recovery. He is my savior! As I continue to heal, and I'm constantly reminded of how close I came to death after having the aneurysm, and staying in the coma as long as I did, after the surgeries -- I am now awake, and on a miraculous road to recovery!
Yet, I am in debt, and I don't know where I will live because I won't be able to continue staying in my brother's home forever. I need to find a job (in one of the worse job markets in history). I'm still waiting on an answer from Social Security Disability Determination Services to let me know if I will qualify for disability insurance. In my mind, I'm like the three disciples. I too am in a storm. But, there is no deliverance in a pity party... (another jewel I received from Sunday's sermon). I'm confident in my faith that I've chosen an awesome God, and He will continue to be with me as I ride this storm. He is working his miracles on my behalf.
Proverbs 3:5-7 (New International Version)
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. [a]
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil.
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